{"id":1289,"date":"2017-06-13T21:48:26","date_gmt":"2017-06-13T19:48:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pr0nandchocolate.net\/shirasade\/?p=1289"},"modified":"2017-06-13T21:48:26","modified_gmt":"2017-06-13T19:48:26","slug":"foreplay","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/foreplay\/","title":{"rendered":"Foreplay"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"pps-series-post-details pps-series-post-details-variant-classic pps-series-post-details-2085\" data-series-id=\"325\"><div class=\"pps-series-meta-content\"><div class=\"pps-series-meta-text\">This entry is in the series <a href=\"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/series\/shadowhunter-aus\/\">Shadowhunter AUs<\/a><\/div><\/div><\/div><p><strong>Author's Note<\/strong>: This was supposed to be smut, inspired by the parabatai sparring in 2x11. Instead my muse channeled the feels of the rooftop hug. Sorry-not-sorry. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p><!--more-->***<\/p>\n<p>Sparring had always been a kind of foreplay for them. <\/p>\n<p>The first time they kissed happened after one of Alec\u2019s rare victories, his face hovering above Jace while he immobilized him with his entire body, using every inch he\u2019d only recently gained on his parabatai. They were both breathing hard, the air between them suddenly crackling with tension as they stared into each other\u2019s eyes. Suddenly something shifted in Jace, something dark and undefined and <em>wanting<\/em>. Without thinking he surged upwards and clumsily, eagerly pushed his lips against Alec\u2019s.<\/p>\n<p>For a long moment Alec remained frozen, then, with a small, shuddering sigh that Jace felt more than heard, he relaxed, his mouth falling open, and they were kissing for real. It didn\u2019t last long, but it set Jace on fire in a way none of the girls he\u2019d gone with ever had, and he found that this didn\u2019t surprise him in the least. This was Alec, after all, his parabatai, and it only felt natural that his body would recognize the other half of his soul.<\/p>\n<p>When Alec broke away, sitting up abruptly, Jace couldn\u2019t help the happy laughter bubbling out of him. It died down quickly, however, because Alec was drawing away completely, wrapping his arms around his knees, troubled gaze fixed on a spot next to Jace\u2019s head. Pushing himself up on his elbows, Jace nudged him gently with one knee. \u201cAlec, what\u2019s wrong?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>This got Alec to look at him, but the cold fury in those familiar hazel eyes felt like a bucket of cold water, as did the bitterness in his voice when he bit out, \u201cWhat\u2019s wrong? Jace, you <em>kissed me<\/em>!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah, so? You kissed me back, don\u2019t tell me you didn\u2019t like it!\u201d <\/p>\n<p>Jace reached out, but Alec scrabbled away, shaking his head angrily. \u201cThat\u2019s the problem! Don\u2019t you get it, Jace? I\u2019ve been dreaming of kissing you forever, since before you asked me to be your parabatai, and you just\u2026 go ahead and do it, the way you do everything that pops into your head, with no regards to the consequences!\u201d His voice dropped into a defeated whisper that twisted painfully deep in Jace\u2019s gut. \u201cAs if it meant nothing\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That got Jace to sit up, and this time he didn\u2019t let Alec avoid his touch, firm fingers under his chin forcing him to meet his eyes. \u201cNothing? Alec, I might not have consciously thought of this before, but it could never be <em>nothing<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A flush colored Alec\u2019s face, and he half-mumbled, \u201cIt\u2019s just\u2026 you\u2019ve been with girls, beautiful girls, and I... I\u2019m just me. Who\u2019s never even kissed anyone.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Warmth spread through Jace, and he smiled helplessly, shaking his head quickly when Alec\u2019s eyes narrowed in obvious hurt. \u201cAlec, those girls\u2026 they\u2019re the ones that mean nothing, nothing but a good time for everyone involved. You, you\u2019re my parabatai, my best friend, my family\u2026 you\u2019re <em>everything<\/em>! So in a way kissing you was a first for me, too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>With that he leaned in and covered Alec\u2019s surprised smile with his lips, joy bubbling up in him as he found his kiss enthusiastically reciprocated. All qualms apparently forgotten, strong archer\u2019s fingers came up to bury themselves in his hair, and Jace gripped his parabatai\u2019s shoulders as their tongues tangled. <\/p>\n<p>That was the first but by no means the last time they ended up wrapped around each other after sparring. Victory in battle had a similar effect, but they tended not to be alone for those, and they both knew all too well what they were risking. It just wasn\u2019t enough to stop them from falling into one another behind closed doors and in secluded training spaces, adrenaline coursing through their bodies. One moment they were breathless and laughing, the next their mouths collided and their hands began wandering over heated skin.<\/p>\n<p>Jace came to love the taste of Alec\u2019s sweat, the strength of his legs wrapped around his hips, their matching erections pressing against each other as they rocked back and forth, the urgency of his touch that never abated, not after years. They led dangerous lives, which made the secret they kept all the more precious. Stolen moments of uncomplicated happiness found in the harmless clashing of weapons, the playful grappling of bodies that turned into something sweet and tender. <\/p>\n<p>Sparring had always been a kind of foreplay for them, exhilarating and joyful, but it was in the aftermath, Jace\u2019s head on Alec\u2019s shoulder, possessive hands splayed over naked skin, that Jace found peace. It didn\u2019t matter how dark things got, together they burned brightly.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"pps-series-post-details pps-series-post-details-variant-classic pps-series-post-details-2085 pps-series-meta-excerpt\" data-series-id=\"325\"><div class=\"pps-series-meta-content\"><div class=\"pps-series-meta-text\">This entry is in the series <a href=\"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/series\/shadowhunter-aus\/\">Shadowhunter AUs<\/a><\/div><\/div><\/div><p>Sparring had always been a kind of foreplay for them. 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