{"id":821,"date":"2014-05-09T14:45:02","date_gmt":"2014-05-09T12:45:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pr0nandchocolate.net\/shirasade\/?p=821"},"modified":"2014-05-09T14:45:02","modified_gmt":"2014-05-09T12:45:02","slug":"fanmix-its-been-a-long-long-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/fanmix-its-been-a-long-long-time\/","title":{"rendered":"Fanmix: It's Been a Long, Long Time…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Note:<\/strong> These two give me ALL THE FEELS, for real. This mix is for both of them in the long years of their relationship - some songs are more Steve, some are more Bucky\/Winter Soldier. I hope you like! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

Front and back cover<\/A> | Tracklist<\/A> | Download<\/A><\/p>\n

<\/a>\"Steve\/Bucky<\/a> . \"Steve\/Bucky<\/a>
\nClick for full-size images.<\/em><\/small><\/p>\n

<\/a>It's Been a Long, Long Time... - a Steve Rogers\/Bucky Barnes fanmix<\/strong><\/p>\n

1. Parachute - Ingrid Michaelson
\nDon't believe the things you tell yourself so late at night
\nAnd, you are your own worst enemy, you'll never win the fight
\nJust hold onto me, I'll hold onto you
\nIt's you and me up against the world, it's you and me<\/p>\n

I don't believe anything, don't trust anyone but me
\nBut I believe you when you say were never gonna fall
\nHand behind my neck, arm around my waist
\nNever let me hit the ground, you'll never let me crash<\/em><\/p>\n

2. No Light, No Light - Florence & the Machine
\nYou're my head, you're my heart
\nNo light, no light in your bright blue eyes
\nI never knew daylight could be so violent
\nA revelation in the light of day
\nYou can't choose what stays and what fades away
\nAnd I'd do anything to make you stay<\/em><\/p>\n

3. The Soldiering Life - The Decemberists
\nBut I
\nI never felt so much life
\nThan tonight
\nHuddled in the trenches
\nGazing on the battle field
\nOur rifles blaze away
\nWe blaze away <\/p>\n

But You
\nMy brother in arms
\nI'd rather I'd lose my limbs
\nThan let you come to harm <\/em><\/p>\n

4. Hurt - Johnny Cash (Nine Inch Nails cover)
\nI hurt myself today
\nTo see if I still feel
\nI focus on the pain
\nThe only thing that's real
\n[...]
\nWhat have I become
\nMy sweetest friend
\nEveryone I know goes away
\nIn the end
\nAnd you could have it all
\nMy empire of dirt
\nI will let you down
\nI will make you hurt <\/em><\/p>\n

5. Undisclosed Desires - Muse
\nYou trick your lovers
\nThat you're wicked and divine
\nYou may be a sinner
\nBut your innocence is mine<\/p>\n

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
\nI want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask
\nI want to exorcise the demons from your past
\nI want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart<\/em><\/p>\n

6. Miss You - Feeder
\nI miss you each day, day, day
\nI miss you, why does it have to be this way?
\n[...]
\nYou're coming back, coming back, coming back
\nIt's that I just don't see it
\nComing back, coming back alone
\n(You know I still believe it)<\/em><\/p>\n

7. Sorrow - The National
\nSorrow found me when I was young
\nSorrow waited, sorrow won
\nSorrow they put me on the pill
\nIt's in my honey, it's in my milk<\/p>\n

Don't leave my hyper heart alone on the water
\nCover me in rag and bone sympathy
\n'cos I don't wanna get over you<\/em><\/p>\n

8. Shadowed - Sacha Sacket
\nA long day\u2019s journey
\nTo get through these nights
\nYou\u2019ve grown weary
\nOf my Jekyl and my Hyde
\n[...]
\nSave yourself. Save yourself.<\/em><\/p>\n

9. How - Regina Spektor
\nI guess you know by now
\nThat we will meet again somehow<\/p>\n

Time can come and take away the pain;
\nBut I just want my memories to remain:
\nTo hear your voice;
\nTo see your face;
\nThere's not one moment;
\nI'd erase.<\/em><\/p>\n

10. You Found Me - The Fray
\nJust a little late
\nYou found me, you found me<\/p>\n

In the end
\nEveryone ends up alone
\nLosing her
\nThe only one who's ever known
\nWho I am<\/em><\/p>\n

11. Always Something There to Remind Me - Marvelous 3
\nIf you should find you miss the sweet and tender love we used to share,
\nJust go back to the places where we used to go, and I'll be there.
\nWell, how can I forget you, girl?
\nWhen there is always something there to remind me,
\nalways something there to remind me.
\nI was born to love her, and I'll never be free;
\nYou'll always be a part of me.<\/em><\/p>\n

12. Spiegelbild - Unheilig
\nWo gingst du hin (Where did you go?)
\nHast du dich daf\u00fcr gehasst (Did you hate yourself for it?)
\n[...]
\nWenn die Angst kam zu verlieren (When I feared to lose)
\nHab ich oft an dich gedacht (I often thought of you)
\n[...]
\nUnd wo sind all die Besserwisser (And where all those know-it-alls)
\nDie nur lachten und dich straften (Who only laughed and punished you)
\nJetzt sind sie still, endlich still (Now they're silent, finally silent)
\n[...]
\nWenn du heute vor mir stehst (When you stand before me today)
\nUnd ich in deine Augen seh (And I see your eyes)
\nMacht alles Sinn (Everything makes sense)
\nDenn ohne deinen Schmerz (Because without your pain)
\nH\u00e4tte ich nie die Kraft gefunden (I'd never have found the strength)
\nSo zu sein wie ich heute bin (To be how I am today)<\/em><\/p>\n

13. Can I Reach You - Noa
\nCan I reach you,
\nAre you there?
\nCan I reach you,
\nDo you care?
\n[...]
\nCan you hear me
\nThrough the dark?
\nCan you hear me
\nWhere you are?
\nCan you hear me
\nHow I give you my soul
\nHow I swallow you whole
\nCan you hear me?<\/em><\/p>\n

14. I'm Coming Home - Skylar Grey
\nStill far away
\nFrom where I belong
\nBut it's always darkest
\nBefore the dawn
\n[...]
\nI'm coming home
\nTell the world that I'm coming home
\nLet the rain
\nWash away
\nAll the pain of yesterday<\/em><\/p>\n

15. Haunted - Poe
\nAnd I'm haunted
\nBy the lives that I have loved
\nAnd actions I have hated
\nI'm haunted
\nBy the promises I've made
\nAnd others I have broken
\nI'm haunted
\nBy the lives that wove the web
\nInside my haunted head<\/p>\n

I'll always love you
\nI'll always need you
\nI'll always want you
\nAnd I will always miss you<\/em><\/p>\n

16. Fallen from the Sky - Glen Hansard
\nYou must have fallen from the sky
\nYou must have shattered on the wrong way
\nYou brought so many to the light
\nAnd now you're by yourself
\nThere comes a point in every fight
\nWhere giving up seems the only way
\nWhen everyone has said goodbye
\nAnd now you're on your own<\/p>\n

And if you need somewhere to fall apart
\nSomewhere to fall apart.<\/em><\/p>\n

17. The Only Hope for Me Is You - My Chemical Romance
\nRemember me
\n[...]
\nIf there's a place that I could be
\nThen I'd be another memory
\nCan I be the only hope for you?
\nBecause you're the only hope for me
\nAnd if we can't find where we belong
\nWe'll have to make it on our own
\nFace all the pain and take it on
\nBecause the only hope for me is you alone<\/em><\/p>\n

18. Still Lost - Tom McRae
\nSo my love I
\nLeft this world for a while
\nI float through strange days
\nSearch the one way to
\nBring me back to you
\nSo don't let me go
\nDon't let me go
\nFrom here
\n'Cos I'll be still lost
\nI'll be still lost
\nWhen you come <\/em><\/p>\n

19. Kiss With a Fist - Florence & the Machine
\nMy black eye casts no shadow
\nYour red eye sees no blame
\nYour slaps don't stick
\nYour kicks don't hit
\nSo we remain the same
\nBlood sticks, sweat drips
\nBreak the lock if it don't fit
\nA kick in the teeth is good for some
\nA kiss with a fist is better than none<\/em><\/p>\n

20. Cold Water - Damien Rice
\nCold, cold water surrounds me now
\nAnd all I've got is your hand<\/em><\/p>\n

21. Unbroken - Stan Walker
\nYou picked up my pieces and put me together
\nThere's no way you'd ever know
\nThat my heart was breaking
\nCause you came and threw me a line
\nI was falling apart but now I'm falling forever
\nFor someone who won't let go
\nMy love's a token
\nBecause of you I'm unbroken
\n[...]
\nWhen I try to run away I can't hide
\nI'm in the dark and all I see is your light
\nAnd you're shining brighter than anything I've ever seen<\/em><\/p>\n

22. Ironbound - Katie Sawicki
\nI need the fall
\nTo remember who I was in the spring
\nI feel brown and dry
\nI could burn down
\nYou set me right
\n[...]
\nAnd we made love like it was all ours
\nThe winds, they stopped
\nI'm an ironbound fist
\nWho will not rust away
\nLike the rest of 'em<\/p>\n

I never liked me much
\nBut I tried for you<\/em><\/p>\n

23. White Flag - Dido
\nI know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
\nOr tell you that.
\nBut if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
\nwhere's the sense in that?
\nI promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
\nOr return to where we were <\/p>\n

I will go down with this ship
\nAnd I won't put my hands up and surrender
\nThere will be no white flag above my door
\nI'm in love and always will be <\/em><\/p>\n

24. It's Been a Long Long Time - Harry James ft. Kitty Kallen (from the Winter Soldier OST)
\nNever thought that you would be
\nStanding here so close to me
\nThere's so much I feel that I should say
\nBut words can wait
\nUntil some other day
\n[...]
\nYou'll never know how many dreams
\nI've dreamed about you
\nOr just how empty they all seemed without you
\nSo kiss me once, then kiss me twice
\nThen kiss me once again
\nIt's been a long, long time<\/em><\/p>\n

<\/a>Download:<\/strong> .zip<\/a> (hosted, 123.3.mb) OR
\nsingle mp3s & .m3u playlist<\/a> on Mediafire (mp3s as .rar files, to protect from MF copyright policing)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You'll never know how many dreams
\nI've dreamed about you
\nOr just how empty they all seemed without you
\nSo kiss me once, then kiss me twice
\nThen kiss me once again
\nIt's been a long, long time<\/p>\n

A fanmix for Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[24,50],"tags":[299,303],"series":[],"class_list":["post-821","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mcu","category-steve-rogersbucky-barnes","tag-genre-slash","tag-special-fanmix"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/821","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=821"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/821\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=821"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=821"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=821"},{"taxonomy":"series","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirasade.net\/fiction\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/series?post=821"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}