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… And What He Found There

By shirasade

April 30, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Jace In Wonderland

Can Jace handle Alec's wedding?

…Gathers No Moss

By shirasade

January 12, 2015 • Fandom: Philadelphia Story, Tracy Lord/C.K. Dexter Haven • Tagged: ,

The first thing C.K. Dexter Haven saw of Tracy Lord was a pair of long, gangly legs dangling bare-footed out of a tree.

"Reader, I Married Him"

By shirasade

October 17, 2006 • Fandom: Jane Eyre, Jane/Edward • Tagged: ,

mama always told me not to look into the eyes of the sun
but mama, that's where the fun is
– manfred mann's earth band, blinded by the light

(Everybody Knows) I’m Your Guilty Pleasure

By shirasade

September 4, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Comics, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: ,

To the public, Captain America is an ideal, a paragon of virtue. Steve Rogers, on the other hand, is only a man, with a man’s weaknesses. Bucky Barnes knows which one he prefers.

(Not So) Shiny and New

By shirasade

February 26, 2017 • Fandom: Firefly, Inara/Mal • Tagged: ,

Mal kissed her before she told him that she’d lost her license, and that made all the difference.

[Welcome]

By shirasade

July 2, 2010 • Fandom: .News •

This is Shirasade's fanfiction archive (link to entry on the Fanlore wiki with further information on my fannish persona), previously hosted on pr0nandchocolate.net. To navigate the fic, just use the Fandom/Pairing links on the right, or go to the Story Archive (link at the top).

All updates will also appear right below this post.

I discovered fanfiction online in 2001 (excuse the weaknesses of my early efforts in English), but I've been writing it (in German) without knowing the name since I was 12 or 13 and am something of a fandom butterfly. However, you will easily be able to pick out my OTPs.:)

Please let me know if you run into any issues – and enjoy!
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#99

By shirasade

July 9, 2001 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

"Logan, the water won't be deeper than your chest anywhere, so your 'I can't swim' won't get you out of this. And about everything else – don't you want to see me wearing this?" With that Marie took the tiniest emerald green bikini known to man out of the bag and waved it in front of Logan's face. The sex card had been played…

10 Things I Love About You

By shirasade

February 19, 2002 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

Two naked figures are lying on the bed, the smaller one resting her head on the other one's broad hairy chest. They have obviously just made love and are resting now in peaceful silence. But not for long.

A Brother's Memory

By shirasade

January 2, 2006 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Boromir/Faramir • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

There were not many celebrations in Faramir’s memory.

A Butterfly Flaps Its Wings

By shirasade

August 9, 2019 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

When Jace returned from his last training session with Alec, there was a strange Shadowhunter in his room.

A Change of Destiny

By shirasade

December 25, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Band of Brothers, Lewis Nixon/Richard Winters • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

He only stopped losing after he met Lewis Nixon. (In which Richard Winters is Captain America.)

A Change of Plan

By shirasade

September 30, 2014 • Fandom: Threshold, Molly Caffrey/Ryan Cavennaugh • Tagged: ,

Author's Note: Post-1×05 "Shock". First time. I enjoyed this show and thought it was a pity it got cancelled in the first season. I especially liked Molly and thought she had great chemistry with Cavennaugh. So, pr0n. 🙂

A Day in the Life of Nick Carter

By shirasade

July 26, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie, Brian/Nick • Tagged: , ,

A totally ordinary day in the life of Nick Carter…

A Day Like This

By shirasade

June 5, 2005 • Fandom: Lost, Charlie/Claire • Tagged: ,

Claire had always liked the rain.

A Farewell to Arms

By shirasade

September 21, 2014 • Fandom: Spartacus, Agron/Nasir • Tagged: ,

When Agron conveyed his decision to join with Crixus and leave Nasir behind, every trace of the discord that had weighed on their relationship in recent weeks disappeared as if it had never been, wiped away by the tears glistening in Agron’s eyes and the stricken look on Nasir’s face.

A Fool Could See (I Touch Myself)

By shirasade

June 18, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , , ,

It actually made things easier, in a way, seeing Pete as a means to an end – a beautiful orgasm or two – because otherwise she might have been tempted to really fall in love with him.

A Lesson in Objectification

By shirasade

February 26, 2017 • Fandom: Sliders, Quinn/Wade • Tagged: ,

“So you’re Wade’s boyfriend,” the deputy mayor said with what Quinn could only describe as a leer.

A Long Dark Night

By shirasade

January 2, 2005 • Fandom: King Arthur, Galahad/Gawain • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"eight maids a-milking"

A Matter of Perception

By shirasade

December 28, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

He'd wanted to run, at first. Every cell in his body had screamed at him to get away, flee this enchanted castle, terrifying in its strange, abandoned beauty, with its even more terrifying master. Yet Alec had stayed. It had been his choice, after all, to exchange his freedom for Izzy's.

A Medley of Extemporanea

By shirasade

April 9, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

Thanks, darlin’, you’re sweet. Just like Steve. And maybe, if you’re real nice to me, I can tell you how kissing you compares to him, since you seem awfully keen on comparisons.

A Mirror Distorted

By shirasade

December 24, 2008 • Fandom: Maurice, Alec/Maurice • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Just a snippet of an unexpected enounter.

A Naval Romance

By shirasade

January 1, 2012 • Fandom: Jane Austen - Persuasion, Sophie Croft/Admiral Croft • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Sophie Wentworth met George Croft for the first time when the family went to see Frederick off on his first sea voyage as a midshipman of barely 12 years.

A Necessary Confrontation

By shirasade

July 27, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

"Do you think I'm stupid?" Alec had just about enough of Jace avoiding him, so this time he simply blocked the door.

A New Beginning

By shirasade

September 21, 2013 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov • Tagged: ,

"Agent Barton was sent to kill me. He made a different call." My take on their first meeting.

A New Rune

By shirasade

April 1, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A parabatai wings!AU.

A Night Out with the Backstreet Boys

By shirasade

January 16, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

"Remember – this song is just for you…" With that he went to sit on the stool and perform for the waiting fans – and for his best friend, his love, his life…

A Political Alliance

By shirasade

April 2, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec arranged marriage!AU.

A Sacred Band

By shirasade

February 8, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Theban Band

AU in which parabatai are actually encouraged to become lovers, in the image of the Sacred Band of Thebes, an elite military company in Ancient Greece made up entirely of lovers.

A Sliders Romance

By shirasade

October 26, 2002 • Fandom: Sliders, Quinn/Wade • Tagged: ,

"Oh, sweetheart – Q-ball loves you, you know that! He's just being himself, putting all the blame on his shoulders." Remmie chuckled. "You should know by now that our genius is less than intelligent in matters of the heart!"

A Smile in the Dark

By shirasade

January 30, 2008 • Fandom: Yossi and Jagger, Jagger/Yossi • Tagged: ,

It started on leave.

A Snippet

By shirasade

June 19, 2007 • Fandom: Inspectory Lynley Mysteries, Havers/Lynley • Tagged: ,

It bloody hurt seeing Lynley with Helen, kissing on the corner of the street, lost to the world. And Barbara had no one to blame but herself – she'd been careful to make sure he suspected nothing.

A Strange Job

By shirasade

February 5, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Jace gets many strange requests as a stripper – but none quite so strange as that of the sister hiring him for her brother's bachelor party.

A Summons to Dixing

By shirasade

August 10, 2019 • Fandom: Guardian 镇魂, Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan • Tagged: , ,

Zhao Yunlan had only ever heard stories of Dixing's Dark Lord.

A Winter Tale

By shirasade

January 2, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

Of snowmen and sweet kisses.

Achilles and Patroclus

By shirasade

April 18, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec Alexander!AU.

Adorable

By shirasade

January 15, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

Love like a sappy love song.

After

By shirasade

August 9, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood/Magnus Bane, Jace Wayland/Clary Fray • Tagged: ,

What happens after happy ever after ends?

After the Funeral

By shirasade

November 12, 2012 • Fandom: Jonathan Lewis - Our Boys, Joe/Keith • Tagged: ,

Joe was fucked.

Aftermath

By shirasade

April 20, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Step by Step

The morning after the night before…

All Good Things Come in Threes (13 parts, on hiatus)

By shirasade

July 8, 2001 • Fandom: Roswell, Liz/Max/Michael • Tagged: ,

And boy, is Michael sexy! And that's why I didn't protest when he kissed me on that fateful night in Max's room but kissed him right back. NO, it was not the way you think it was. I didn't betray the man I've just described as my soulmate – and in his own room at that. In fact, Max held me in his arms and caressed my breasts as Michael kissed me.

Alone on Thanksgiving? Mad at your dad?

By shirasade

November 30, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

It was Izzy's idea, naturally.

"You should hire this guy!" she exclaimed, shoving her screen at Alec when he made no move to take it.

Knowing that resistance was futile when his sister got this glint in her eyes, Alec sighed and read what proved to be a decidedly weird Craigslist ad by a 23-year-old musician hiring himself out as the date from hell for family functions.

Alphabet drabbles

By shirasade

October 24, 2005 • Fandom: Boondock Saints, Connor/Murphy • Tagged: , , ,

Different peeks at the McManus twins in all their fucked up glory…

An Empty Mirror

By shirasade

August 7, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin, Frodo/Sam • Tagged: ,

"Only someone else can show you nothing."

And Known Too Late (Maudlin' King Remix)

By shirasade

March 26, 2005 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Aragorn/Boromir • Tagged: ,

Aragorn was always aware of Faramir’s presence.

Anything But

By shirasade

March 12, 2005 • Fandom: Queer As Folk UK, Stuart/Vince • Tagged: ,

They walked out of that room together, still friends, the way they had always been, nothing changed. Yet, despite all that, they had shagged.

Apart from You: Absence (Merry)

By shirasade

April 26, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Apart from You

In Pippin's absence, Merry thinks. About Pippin, responsibilities, love, and death.

Apart from You: Separation (Pippin)

By shirasade

April 23, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Apart from You

Alone in Gondor, Pippin misses Merry.

Apart from You: Together

By shirasade

May 28, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Apart from You

Neither one of them had imagined their reunion like this.

As His Own Soul

By shirasade

November 2, 2014 • Fandom: Bible, David/Jonathan • Tagged: , ,

Jonathan tried to be the best he could be in all things – son, husband, soldier, leader – but it was only when he laid eyes on David, son of Jesse the Bethlehemite, that he learned what true fulfilment was.

As It Should Be

By shirasade

December 18, 2005 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 6 in the series Porn Battle Ficlets

Snow, a fireplace and two hobbit actors.

Back to the Start

By shirasade

October 14, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec time travel AU in the form of a gif + 50 words… 🙂

Backdoor to Heaven

By shirasade

August 30, 2002 • Fandom: The Quick and the Dead, Cort/Ellen • Tagged: ,

What I think should happen after Ellen rides away at the end of the movie…

Bandom: 'music is my boyfriend' ficlets

By shirasade

May 2, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Brendon/Ryan, Frank/Gerard, Frank/Mikey, Gerard/Pete, Pete/Patrick, Ryan/Spencer • Tagged: , , , ,

Music is my boyfriend… bandom style.

Base for Comparison

By shirasade

August 14, 2015 • Fandom: Zerophilia, Luke/Max • Tagged: , ,

In the end, it was surprisingly simple.

Based on a True Story

By shirasade

May 3, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Panic GSF • Tagged: , , ,

"So, how did you guys come up with the concept for your new video, That Green Gentleman?"

Beautiful Intimacy

By shirasade

June 3, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

Clary had always been observant. It went with being an artist, she reckoned. The world was full of beautiful things, and she wanted to capture them whenever she could. If not on paper then at least to memory.

Still, she'd never thought of herself as a voyeur – and yet, when she heard a tell-tale gasp through a half-open door, she found herself being drawn towards it, forgetting all about the hot chocolate she'd been in search of.

Beautiful Like the Sun

By shirasade

December 29, 2016 • Fandom: Star Wars, Luke Skywalker/Poe Dameron • Tagged: ,

Luke sees.

Bedtime Story

By shirasade

August 14, 2019 • Fandom: The Untamed, Wei Ying/Lan Zhan • Tagged: , ,

"Tell me a story." That was how most of Ah Yuan's favourite evenings started.

Before Nightfall

By shirasade

October 1, 2014 • Fandom: Chronicles of Riddick, Riddick/Carolyn Fry • Tagged: ,

Stranded on a godforsaken desert planet populated by killers in the dark, with a motley crew of survivors including a wanted murderer, sex was the last thing Carolyn Fry should have been thinking of.

Beginning

By shirasade

May 6, 2003 • Fandom: X-Men movie • Tagged: , ,

Jubilee didn't get what was so great about Wolverine.

Beginnings

By shirasade

December 24, 2006 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Estella • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Estella Bolger had not really noticed Meriadoc Brandybuck before.

Behind Closed Doors

By shirasade

April 26, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec D/s AU.

Behind the Veil

By shirasade

December 25, 2007 • Fandom: Inspectory Lynley Mysteries, Havers/Lynley • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Barbara Havers has one weakness — his name is Thomas Lynley.

Better Left Unsaid

By shirasade

May 18, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

“Iz, I’m worried about Alec.” Jace’s voice carried through the calm night air, and Alec knew he should make himself known, let his sister and his parabatai know that he was back.

Better Off As Lovers

By shirasade

March 7, 2009 • Fandom: Soap slash, AWZ: Deniz/Roman • Tagged: ,

Deniz kept quiet, kept on lying, kept on cheating – although he wasn't quite sure who he was cheating on these days. And when he kissed Roman and whispered "Love you, love you, love you" into his ear as they made love with an edge of desperation, he meant it.

Beyond All Imaginings

By shirasade

September 20, 2014 • Fandom: Spartacus, Agron/Nasir • Tagged: ,

When Agron kissed Nasir for the first time, he hadn’t really considered what his impulsive gesture might lead to. All he knew was that, somehow, the young Syrian had snuck into his heart and taken up residence.

Billy/Dom Round Robin

By shirasade

April 18, 2003 • Fandom: Real People, Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

Billy ran his fingernails down Dom's lily-white skin, smiling a little at the marks of pink that he was making and stopping when his hand ran into the ties that bound Dom to the bed.

Birthday Boy

By shirasade

April 17, 2003 • Fandom: Real People, Misc RPF, Popslash, Justin/Hayden Christensen • Tagged: , , ,

Justin could feel the sun through his closed eyelids and smelled delicious waves of coffee in the air.

Birthday Celebrations

By shirasade

September 8, 2013 • Fandom: Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries, Phryne Fisher/Jack Robinson • Tagged: ,

At her birthday party, Phryne considers that maybe it is time for a push where Jack Robinson was concerned. However, the Inspector might be good for a surprise or two…

Birthday Present

By shirasade

October 26, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland, Alec/Jace/Magnus • Tagged: , , ,

It seemed to take forever before a warm body draped itself over Jace's back, and his parabatai's breath caressed his ear in a silky whisper, making him shiver: "Are you going to be good?"

Lifting his head, Jace craned his neck to meet eyes that were almost all pupil, betraying Alec's arousal even if Jace hadn't been able to feel him through their bond. Want flooded Jace, and he had to clear his throat before being able to reply hoarsely, "For you always, parabatai."

Blood Calls to Blood

By shirasade

January 24, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Bound in Blood

When Alec didn’t show up at the Hotel Dumort for three nights in a row, Jace knew that something was wrong.

Boarding School Shenanigans

By shirasade

April 6, 2008 • Fandom: Gilmore Girls, Colin/Finn • Tagged: ,

The first time it happened was the night before they got kicked out of Mont Pierre.

Book Lore

By shirasade

March 27, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

"Books let us into their souls and lay open to us the secrets of our own." ~William Hazlitt

Bottom

By shirasade

July 27, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

A bus ride in Germany 1996. AJ teases, Howie squirms, and the boys discuss…

Bound in Blood

By shirasade

April 29, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Bound in Blood

A Jalec vampire!AU.

Bound in Blood aesthetic by willowsmarika

By shirasade

July 18, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Bound in Blood

An aesthetic for my vamp!Jace AU.

Boundaries

By shirasade

September 12, 2004 • Fandom: King Arthur, Galahad/Gawain, Gawain/Tristan • Tagged: ,

Sometimes it hurt to watch Galahad.

Boys of Summer

By shirasade

June 7, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Jace In Wonderland

It was the hottest summer on record, and of course that was when Jace and Alec found their dream apartment.

Brother

By shirasade

July 25, 2004 • Fandom: Troy, Hector/Paris • Tagged: , ,

Hector had always been the one to make things right for Paris.

Business As Usual

By shirasade

February 17, 2019 • Fandom: Love By Chance, Ae/Pete • Tagged: , ,

Author's Note: 150 words of Ae POV. Pre-slash. *** It didn't even occur to Ae that there was something unusual about the way he treated Pete, not until Pond accused him of turning gay. Ridiculous. Ae only knew that he wanted to protect Pete from harm. There was something fragile and precious about him, despite […]

By My Side

By shirasade

July 24, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

He knew he was blessed to have so many things to be grateful for – but if he was honest there was one thing more important to him than everything else: he was in love. In love with his best friend, the incredibly sexy and unbelievably crazy Alexander James McLean, better known as AJ or Bone.

Cake and Confusion

By shirasade

August 15, 2019 • Fandom: Boys love, Antique, Jin-hyeok/Seon-woo • Tagged: ,

Later, Jin-hyeok wouldn’t be able to say what prompted him to do what he did, except that they’d still been standing so close, and Seon-woo’s eyes, still shining with unshed tears for a mistake Jin-hyeok barely even thought about anymore, had flicked to his lips in what was probably a reflex to close proximity to a male of “his type.”

Caleidoscope

By shirasade

February 10, 2005 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

It’s as if he spends his life looking through a caleidoscope, his world nothing but a swirl of nonsensical forms and crazy colors, changing shape whenever he moves, never giving him something to hold onto – until Billy comes into view, and suddenly everything makes sense.

Catalyst

By shirasade

May 28, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

Later, Alec put the blame squarely on Jace. It was usually true, but this time, it was Alec’s arrow that grazed the weird-looking purple flower, causing a shower of golden pollen to erupt from it, coating Jace from head to toe.

Catharsis

By shirasade

May 29, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

Dom is a fangirl.

Change in Perspective

By shirasade

March 12, 2003 • Fandom: Real People, Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

AJ misses Howie, and then suddenly everything changes.

Change of Fortune

By shirasade

April 12, 2005 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin, Frodo/Pippin • Tagged: , ,

Merry was not jealous.

Changed

By shirasade

April 5, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Activating the Soul Sword changed Jace.

Charade

By shirasade

January 27, 2009 • Fandom: Firefly, Inara/Mal • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 6 in the series Porn Battle Ficlets

Mal had really not intended to let it go this far.

Choice

By shirasade

March 27, 2014 • Fandom: Arthur/Guinevere/Lancelot, Arthur/Lancelot • Tagged: ,

It had come down to choice, from the moment they had freed Guinevere.

Christmas Early

By shirasade

December 15, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Dom/Orli • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Billy is Santa Claus.

Christmas fic thingies

By shirasade

December 24, 2006 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin, Sherlock Holmes, Bones, Booth/Brennan, CSI, Firefly, Gil/Sara, Holmes/Watson, Inara/Kaylee/Mal, Inara/Mal, Lotrips, Stargate: Atlantis, Billy/Dom, Dom/Elijah, McKay/Sheppard • Tagged: , , , , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Through the Desert

Bones: Booth/Brennan | CSI: Sara/Gil | Firefly: Mal/Inara – Kaylee/Mal/Inara | Lord of the Rings: Merry/Pippin – Hobbits | Lotrips: Dom/Elijah | Sherlock Holmes: Holmes/Watson | Stargate Atlantis: McKay/Sheppard | Lotrips AU: Through the Desert ficlet

Click

By shirasade

September 10, 2015 • Fandom: Law & Order: SVU, Olivia Benson/Elliot Stabler • Tagged: , ,

Right from the start, they just clicked.

Club Night

By shirasade

July 16, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

Impressions from just another night out clubbing.

Collector's Item

By shirasade

October 11, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

Billy collects.

Come On, Give Me Fever

By shirasade

September 3, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

When Jace entered the Hunter's Moon, it immediately became clear why Maia had called him. Giving the bartender a grateful nod, he walked over to where his parabatai was standing. Alec was propped up against a counter, holding himself upright, and the look in his eyes as he noticed Jace approaching was unfocused and dazed.

Comfort

By shirasade

May 6, 2003 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Cyclops/Wolverine • Tagged: , ,

He had loved Jean. It wouldn't hurt so much if he hadn't, right?

Comfort Zone

By shirasade

January 27, 2009 • Fandom: Soap slash, VL: Christian/Olli • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 6 in the series Porn Battle Ficlets

Christian had never really considered himself sexually adventurous. Until Olli.

Coming Home

By shirasade

December 25, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

After the Grey Havens.

Coming Out

By shirasade

November 17, 2014 • Fandom: Lloyd Neck, Jesse/Taylor • Tagged: ,

When he started to suspect that he might prefer boys to girls, Taylor was the first person Jesse told, not Sam who, as his girlfriend, probably should have been the first to know.

Complex Organisms

By shirasade

January 17, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 2 in the series Biological Imperative

Alec not being married made no difference one way or the other, considering that Jace would probably go into heat right here, among Circle members and captive Downworlders.

Confessions

By shirasade

May 27, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A teen!Jalec AU.

Conflict of Interest

By shirasade

July 20, 2005 • Fandom: Battlestar Galactica 2003, Kara/Lee • Tagged: ,

Lee had always loved Kara. But of course it wasn’t quite so simple.

Countdown

By shirasade

April 22, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Like most Shadowhunters, Alec got his TiMER installed during his first rune ceremony. A few months later he first laid eyes on Jace Wayland.

Cuddle Time

By shirasade

June 14, 2004 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , , ,

Postcoital drabble.

Cure

By shirasade

November 18, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

Sometimes Billy thought he was the crazy one.

dancing about architecture

By shirasade

December 1, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick, Pete/Patrick/Ashlee • Tagged: , , , ,

Love and relationships like a complicated dance.

Debriefing

By shirasade

March 4, 2019 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Jace's mind is buzzing, energy coiling in the pit of his stomach, making him feel as if he's about to burst out of his skin. During the mission debrief he catches Alec watching him out of the corner of his eyes, and immediately something inside him relaxes slightly. His parabatai always knows what Jace needs.

Deep into that darkness peering

By shirasade

December 17, 2014 • Fandom: Matthew Bourne's Sleeping Beauty, Aurora/Leo • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Caradoc touched her, lips and hands sliding over flesh that shivered in dark dreams, and silently Aurora’s soul screamed for her love to come and rouse her.

Desire universe: 27th Birthday

By shirasade

December 13, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Desire universe

It was Dom's birthday, and he was beyond tired.

Desire universe: Berlin Premiere

By shirasade

December 13, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Desire universe

It had not been so long since they finished pickups, but he had almost forgotten what it felt like to be so opened and overwhelmed every night.

Desire Universe: Choice

By shirasade

December 16, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Desire universe

Being with Billy was like the best and the worst thing all at once.

Desire universe: First Meeting

By shirasade

December 12, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Desire universe

Dom first set eyes on Billy at Wellington airport.

Desire Universe: Introduction

By shirasade

December 12, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Desire universe

Puzzle pieces of desire.

Desire Universe: Secret

By shirasade

March 20, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Desire universe

There were things that Dom did not share with anyone. Not even with Billy. Especially not with Billy.

Desire universe: Unavoidable

By shirasade

December 14, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Desire universe

For the first couple of months Dom had mostly managed not to think of the pull drawing him towards Billy.

Did My Heart Love Till Now (unfinished)

By shirasade

March 23, 2003 • Fandom: TV shows, Roswell, Liz/Max, Liz/Michael • Tagged: ,

My name is Liz Parker – still the same, although everything else has changed. (Unifinished fic, posted for Amnesty Week.)

Different

By shirasade

December 26, 2002 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

The war leaves Merry and Pippin changed. Decisions are made.

Dilemma

By shirasade

December 24, 2006 • Fandom: Superman Returns, Clark/Richard, Lois/Superman • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

A superhero in quite an unusual position.

Director's Cut

By shirasade

June 9, 2015 • Fandom: The Inside, Rebecca Locke/Paul Ryan, Rebecca Locke/Paul Ryan/Virgil Webster • Tagged: , ,

The reenactment in the dungeon in episode 1×03 – Old Wounds takes a different turn.

Don't Ask, Don't Tell

By shirasade

June 3, 2008 • Fandom: Numb3rs, Colby/David • Tagged: ,

Just a quick ficlet inspired by re-watching season 2 of Numb3rs. Slight foreshadowing for 'Janus List', if you want to read it that way. Don't Ask, Don't Tell had been a part of Colby Granger's life for most of his adult years, and just because he wasn't in the army anymore that had not changed. […]

Don't Panic

By shirasade

March 7, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Brian/Kevin • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

It's completely natural to have cold feet before your wedding…

Double Vision

By shirasade

December 25, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 8 in the series Seven Days

Billy has a hobbit kink.

Down the Rabbit Hole

By shirasade

March 13, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Jace In Wonderland

Back in his own reality, Jace has to deal with the fallout.

Drabbles for Howie month

By shirasade

August 8, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie, Howie/Kevin • Tagged: , , ,

Two drabbles for Howie month.

Dream Encounter

By shirasade

January 8, 2001 • Fandom: Star Trek Voyager, Chakotay/OFC • Tagged: , ,

When Commander Chakotay finally lay in his bed after a long and hard day on board the starship called Voyager and closed his tired eyes, he suddenly found Liliane Tyler in his arms.

Drift Compatible

By shirasade

April 8, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A parabatai Pacific Rim!AU.

Drowning

By shirasade

January 2, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

With soul-deep certainty Jace knew that somehow, somewhere, Alec Lightwood was drowning.

Early Morning

By shirasade

June 7, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Musings

Howie reflects about AJ and their relationship – extreme sweetness ahead, you‘ve been warned!

Early Morning Visit

By shirasade

December 29, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"four calling birds"

East of Eden

By shirasade

August 16, 2015 • Fandom: Dominion, Alex/Michael, Alex/Michael/Noma, Alex/Noma • Tagged: ,

Alex Lannon and his angels. (This was supposed to be a simple threesome PWP, but apparently I have feels that need expressing.)

Eggnogg

By shirasade

December 31, 2004 • Fandom: Lost, Charlie/Boone • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"six geese a-laying"

Equilibrium

By shirasade

January 19, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Aragorn/Haldir, Aragorn/Legolas, Legolas/Haldir • Tagged: ,

Haldir's arrival at Helm's Deep changes things between Aragorn and Legolas. Legolas POV.

Everything Is Louder In the Dark

By shirasade

August 5, 2019 • Fandom: Boys love, Theory of Love, Un/Two • Tagged: ,

An alternate version of Un and Two during the power cut in episode 10.

Everything's Not Lost

By shirasade

May 31, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

"If you ever feel neglected, If you think all is lost, I'll be counting up my demons, yeah,Hoping everything's not lost…" (Coldplay – "Everything's Not Lost")

Examination Day

By shirasade

April 3, 2018 • Fandom: Roswell, Liz/Max • Tagged: , ,

My name is Liz Parker, and five days ago I died. After that, things got really weird. (Snippet from an abandoned work.)

Facilis Descenus Averno

By shirasade

February 10, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Out of Hell, and Into Light

AU in which the Lightwoods never left the Circle and Jace was raised by Valentine.

Facing Reality

By shirasade

December 1, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Step by Step

We all knew that things couldn't stay so rosy, didn't we?

Falling

By shirasade

November 30, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, Brian/Howie • Tagged: , ,

"I can't control it anymore, I've never felt like this before."

Family Reunion

By shirasade

August 31, 2008 • Fandom: Midsomer Murders, Torchwood, Ben Jones/Jack Harkness, Jack Harkness/Ben Jones, Jack/Ianto • Tagged: , ,

DS Ben Jones of Midsomer CID decides to visit his cousin Ianto in Cardiff. A rather quiet town – or is it?

Fanart: Jace & Alec's Instagram Accounts

By shirasade

May 26, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Jace In Wonderland

Instagram accounts for Jace & Alec from my Rabbit Hole alternate dimension.

Fanfiction archive: New URL

By shirasade

September 29, 2013 • Fandom: .News •

For some unknown reason, and despite the heroic efforts of the talented Eledhwenlin, the front of this archive has been mostly inaccessible in the past couple of months.

Therefore I finally caved and re-created the whole set-up in a new location, and that does seem to have done the trick. There's an automatic redirect set up, so you shouldn't even notice it, but the new url of this archive is:

http://pr0nandchocolate.net/shirasade

Fanmix: Chalk and Cheese

By shirasade

July 18, 2005 • Fandom: Professionals, Bodie/Doyle • Tagged: , ,

2 disc fanmix by hermine and myself.

Fanmix: Hello, I'm the Doctor…

By shirasade

April 14, 2011 • Fandom: Doctor Who • Tagged: ,

A love letter to Eleven, his adventures and his companions! 🙂

Fanmix: i really love you (you're my best friend)

By shirasade

December 9, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

This is pretty much a happy "beffies in love" mix.

Fanmix: I Wanna See Us Together

By shirasade

April 16, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

I guess it was inevitable that I made myself a playlist for my latest OTP.

Fanmix: It's Been a Long, Long Time…

By shirasade

May 9, 2014 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: ,

You'll never know how many dreams
I've dreamed about you
Or just how empty they all seemed without you
So kiss me once, then kiss me twice
Then kiss me once again
It's been a long, long time

A fanmix for Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes.

Fanmix: Jace & Alec

By shirasade

March 22, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

a Parabatai/Jalec mix

Fanmix: King & Lionheart

By shirasade

March 21, 2014 • Fandom: Alexander the Great, Alexander/Hephaistion • Tagged: ,

And as the world comes to an end
I'll be here to hold your hand
'Cause you're my king and I'm your lionheart.
A fanmix for Alexander & Hephaistion and their epic love story all through their lives.

Fanmix: No Easy Love

By shirasade

September 2, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Wherever I go, you're the ghost in the room.

Fanmix: Office Romance

By shirasade

January 22, 2008 • Fandom: Torchwood, Jack/Ianto • Tagged: ,

Here's two men who work together. They are attracted to each other, but both have Issues with a capital I. Yet, despite (or because) of their angst, both have something to offer the other. Maybe not a conventional romance, maybe even a bit of heartbreak, but the connection is there.

Fanmix: Patrick! (a playlist by Pete)

By shirasade

June 14, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

This is an attempt to create the 'Patrick' playlist Pete has on his computer in 's lovely mall!AU Big Bang fic (which everyone should totally read!).

Fanmix: Perfect Lovesong

By shirasade

March 11, 2005 • Fandom: Queer As Folk UK, Stuart/Vince • Tagged: ,

A diverse mix, with both fluff and angst, from both Stuart's and Vince's POV. Their relationship, the way I see it, is so layered, I could have easily made two CDs. 🙂

Fanmix: Please Meet the Honourable Miss Phryne Fisher

By shirasade

May 10, 2012 • Fandom: Books/movies, TV shows, Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries • Tagged: ,

Light-hearted fanmix with a strong period feel is for the character as portrayed both in the TV show and the original books by Kerry Greenwood, because I think that, while the differences are many, Phryne has mostly remained true to form.

Fanmix: The Story of Us

By shirasade

August 10, 2007 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

a fictional timeline in music

Fanmix: Your own bespoke psychopath

By shirasade

June 5, 2013 • Fandom: Doctor Who, Doctor/River • Tagged: , ,

The Life and Times of River Song.

Fanvid: (Bad Guy) Deadpool Wins

By shirasade

March 9, 2016 • Fandom: Deadpool • Tagged: , ,

Gather up your loved ones, gather up your friends
‘Cause this is when the bad guy, the bad guy wins.
– Bad Guy, by 3OH!3

Fanvid: #parabatai

By shirasade

March 22, 2017 • Fandom: Misc RPF, Dominic Sherwood/Matthew Daddario • Tagged: , ,

"Are we parabatai in real life, baby?" – "Hell yeah, we are!"

Fanvid: 5 Women

By shirasade

February 1, 2016 • Fandom: 10the Kingdom • Tagged: , , , ,

The five women who changed history.

Fanvid: A Night Like This

By shirasade

November 3, 2015 • Fandom: Pride & Prejudice, Elizabeth Bennet/Fitzwilliam Darcy • Tagged: , ,

I have never dreamed it
Have you ever dreamed a night like this
I cannot believe it
I may never see a night like this
-A Night Like This, by Caro Emerald

Fanvid: A Sacred Band

By shirasade

April 25, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Theban Band

And if there were only some way that an army should be made up of lovers and their loves […]; and when fighting at each other's side, although a mere handful, they would overcome the world.
– Plato, Symposium

Fanvid: All About Sherdario

By shirasade

September 17, 2017 • Fandom: Misc RPF, Dominic Sherwood/Matthew Daddario • Tagged: , , ,

It's all about us right now…

Fanvid: Angels Would Fall

By shirasade

August 22, 2015 • Fandom: Dominion, Alex/Noma • Tagged: , ,

I've crept into your temple
I have slept upon your pew
– Angels Would Fall, Melissa Etheridge

Fanvid: Arrow

By shirasade

July 17, 2016 • Fandom: Lilies, Simon/Vallier • Tagged: , ,

When you made a pact with him
A secret that you'd keep
That you'd forget that sin
Could be so warm, so free!
– Arrow, by The Irrepressibles

Fanvid: Bad Things

By shirasade

September 2, 2015 • Fandom: Chronicles of Riddick, Riddick/Carolyn Fry • Tagged: , ,

I don't know what you've done to me
But I know this much is true
I wanna do bad things with you
-Bad Things, by Jace Everett

Fanvid: Belief

By shirasade

February 7, 2016 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: , ,

Belief
Makes things true
Things like you
You and I
-Belief, by Gavin deGraw

Fanvid: Bite

By shirasade

December 10, 2016 • Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Buffy/Angel • Tagged: , ,

So kiss me on the mouth and set me free
But please don't bite
-Bite, by Troye Sivan

Fanvid: Brooklyn (We Go Hard)

By shirasade

October 12, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

A tribute to our favourite parabatai fighting – with and against each other.

Fanvid: Can't Help Falling in Love

By shirasade

April 12, 2019 • Fandom: Boys love, He's Coming to Me, Met/Thun • Tagged: , ,

Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
– Travis Atreo, Can't Help Falling in Love

Fanvid: Careless Whisper

By shirasade

January 3, 2016 • Fandom: Real People, Fred Astaire & Ginger Rogers • Tagged: , , ,

I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
– Careless Whisper, by Postmodern Jukebox

Fanvid: Carry You

By shirasade

September 1, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Is anybody out there?
Can you lead me to the light
– Carry You, by Ruelle ft. Fleurie

Fanvid: Closer

By shirasade

June 24, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

You get me closer to god
– Closer, by Nine Inch Nails

Fanvid: Couldn't Stop Caring

By shirasade

October 8, 2015 • Fandom: Dominion, Alex/Noma • Tagged: , ,

It's all for you
You get the change and I give the truth
-Couldn't Stop Caring, by The Spiritual Machines

Fanvid: Crazy In Love

By shirasade

February 20, 2019 • Fandom: Together With Me, Korn/Knock • Tagged: , ,

Your love's got me looking so crazy right now.
– Crazy In Love, by Miguel

Fanvid: Dark Sonnet

By shirasade

March 17, 2016 • Fandom: Flowers in the Attic, Cathy Dollanganger/Chris Dollanganger • Tagged: , , ,

There’s something makes us more than blood and bone
-Dark Sonnet, by Neil Gaiman

Fanvid: David & Jonathan – Like His Own Soul

By shirasade

April 29, 2016 • Fandom: Bible, David/Jonathan, Kings, David Shepherd/Jack Benjamin • Tagged: , , , ,

And it came to pass, when he had made an end of speaking unto Saul, that the soul of Jonathan was knit with the soul of David, and Jonathan loved him as his own soul.

Fanvid: Don't Go Far Off

By shirasade

June 14, 2016 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

Don’t go far off, not even for a day, because —
because —
~Don't Go Far Off, by Pablo Neruda

Fanvid: Don't Go Where I Can't Follow

By shirasade

April 17, 2017 • Fandom: Class (BBC), Charlie/Matteusz • Tagged: , ,

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
– I'll Follow You Into the Dark, by Gavin Mikhail

Fanvid: Everytime We Touch

By shirasade

February 18, 2019 • Fandom: Love By Chance, Ae/Pete • Tagged: , ,

And every time we kiss
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast
I want this to last
Need you by my side
– Everytime We Touch, by Alex Goot

Fanvid: Fairytale

By shirasade

October 11, 2016 • Fandom: Peter Pan, Peter/Wendy • Tagged: , ,

You are my fairytale
I hope that you don't run away
– Fairytale, by Milky Chance

Fanvid: Fireproof

By shirasade

October 10, 2016 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

Did you know, me and you
Must be fireproof with all the hell that we've been through
– Fireproof, by Coleman Hell

Fanvid: Flares

By shirasade

December 30, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Did you see the sparks, feel the hope
That you are not alone?
Cause someone's out there
Sending out flares
– The Script, Flares

Fanvid: Gasoline

By shirasade

October 31, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: ,

You can't wake up, this is not a dream,
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
-Gasoline, by Halsey

Fanvid: House of Memories

By shirasade

February 21, 2016 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers/Peggy Carter • Tagged: , , ,

Baby we built this house
On memories
-House of Memories, by Panic! at the Disco

Fanvid: I Like That

By shirasade

February 29, 2016 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe • Tagged: , ,

My body rocks the rhythm
You beat my drum hard
-I Like That, by Static Revenger

Fanvid: I Like the Way You Move

By shirasade

December 24, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

But most of all… most of all…
– I Like the Way You Move, by BodyRockers

Fanvid: I Love You, You Imbecile

By shirasade

January 29, 2016 • Fandom: Miranda, Miranda/Gary • Tagged: , ,

All I want, all I need
All I want is you
I can live with all the stupid things you do.
-I Love You, You Imbecile, by Pelle Carlberg

Fanvid: I Wanna Fuck You

By shirasade

February 9, 2019 • Fandom: Guardian 镇魂, Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan • Tagged: , ,

I wanna fuck you, but you already know.

Fanvid: If This Is Dying

By shirasade

September 1, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

If he dies, a part of me dies, too.

Fanvid: Immortals

By shirasade

January 31, 2016 • Fandom: Alexander the Great, Alexander/Hephaistion • Tagged: , , ,

I try to picture me without you but I can't
'Cause we could be immortals, immortals
Just not for long, for long
-Immortals, by Fall Out Boy

Fanvid: It's Consuming Me

By shirasade

February 25, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland, Jace Wayland/Clary Fray • Tagged: , , ,

The thought of you is consuming me.

Fanvid: Killjoys – The Reclamation Agents (Professionals style)

By shirasade

May 8, 2016 • Fandom: Killjoys, Professionals • Tagged: , ,

Because Killjoys are as cool as CI5 agents… 🙂

Fanvid: King & Lionheart

By shirasade

August 28, 2015 • Fandom: Alexander the Great, Alexander/Hephaistion • Tagged: , ,

And as the world comes to an end
I'll be here to hold your hand
'Cause you're my king and I'm your lionheart.
– King & Lionheart, by Of Monsters and Men

Fanvid: Lean On

By shirasade

January 30, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Blow a kiss, fire a gun
We need someone to lean on
– Lean On, by Major Lazer

Fanvid: Lord Have Mercy

By shirasade

September 24, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

It's time for the end and the beginning to meet
Time for what I lost to come back to me
-Lord Have Mercy, by Empires

Fanvid: Love You Much Better

By shirasade

December 5, 2015 • Fandom: Firefly, Inara/Mal • Tagged: , ,

I can love you much better
Oh, you know, one day I'm gonna make you mine.
-Love You Much Better, by The Hush Sound

Fanvid: Nothing to No One

By shirasade

October 13, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov • Tagged: , ,

I'm built all of broken bone
I'm nothing to one
-Nothing to No One, by Gin Wigmore

Fanvid: One Line

By shirasade

April 10, 2016 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

And I draw a line
To your heart today
To your heart from mine
A line to keep us safe
-One Line, by PJ Harvey

Fanvid: One of Us

By shirasade

January 1, 2019 • Fandom: Shadowhunters • Tagged: , ,

Everybody needs a place to call their home
Everybody needs someone to call their own
Even when you're lonely know you're not alone
You're one of us, one of us, one of us, one of us
– One of Us, by New Politics

Fanvid: Parabatai

By shirasade

November 21, 2016 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Whither thou goest, I will go.
Where thou diest, will I die, and there will I be buried.
The Angel do so to me, and more also,
If aught but death part thee and me.
– Parabatai oath

Fanvid: River & the Doctor (Love Theme)

By shirasade

December 29, 2015 • Fandom: Doctor Who, Doctor/River • Tagged: , ,

"When you love the Doctor, it's like loving the stars themselves."

Fanvid: Safe & Sound

By shirasade

May 11, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Even if the sky is falling down
I know that we'll be safe and sound
– Safe and Sound, by Capital Cities

Fanvid: Sexy Boy

By shirasade

January 1, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Magnus Bane • Tagged: , , ,

Alec Lightwood, ladies and gentlemen. 🙂

Fanvid: Shout

By shirasade

June 12, 2016 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

My take on Bucky's trigger words.

Fanvid: Silver & Gold

By shirasade

July 13, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

Behind shut doors I've found what I look for.
– Silver & Gold, by Pieces of Juno

Fanvid: Sleigh Ride

By shirasade

December 24, 2016 • Fandom: Drei Haselnüsse für Aschenbrödel, Cinderella/Prince • Tagged: , ,

Come on, it's lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you.
– Sleigh Ride, by Pentatonix

Fanvid: Slow Motion

By shirasade

February 14, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

I need a slow motion video right now.
– Illest Motherf**ker Alive, by Jay Z & Kanye West

Fanvid: Soldier

By shirasade

October 18, 2017 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe • Tagged: , ,

Soldier keep on marchin' on
Head down till the work is done
Waiting on the morning sun
Soldier keep on marching on
– Soldier, by Fleurie

Fanvid: Sonnet XVII

By shirasade

January 15, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

I love you as one loves certain obscure things,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.
– Pablo Neruda, Sonnet XVII

Fanvid: Starlight

By shirasade

March 25, 2016 • Fandom: Spartacus, Agron/Nasir • Tagged: , ,

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
-Starlight, by Muse

Fanvid: Steve & Bucky: a Romance

By shirasade

November 30, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , , ,

Two words: Brokeback Stucky.

Fanvid: Stop the World (I Wanna Get Off With You)

By shirasade

February 11, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Well, I know that getting you alone isn't easy to do
With the exception of you, I dislike everyone in the room
– Stop the World I Wanna Get Off With You, by Arctic Monkeys

Fanvid: Stuck On You

By shirasade

November 15, 2015 • Fandom: Doctor Who, Doctor/River • Tagged: , ,

You are the one I could never be done with
I want you tonight and for the rest of my life
-Stuck On You, by Meiko

Fanvid: Sunny Days

By shirasade

August 24, 2015 • Fandom: Gilmore Girls, Dean/Rory • Tagged: , ,

I was made for sunny days
I made do with grey, but I didn't stay
I was made for sunny days
And I was made for you
– I Was Made For Sunny Days, by The Weepies (feat. Colbie Caillat)

Fanvid: Sway

By shirasade

January 5, 2016 • Fandom: Fred Astaire & Ginger Rogers • Tagged: , , ,

When we dance, you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me.
-Sway, by Anita Kelsey

Fanvid: Temple of Thought

By shirasade

November 12, 2017 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

When you need me, I will be the love beside you
– Poets of the Fall, Temple of Thought

Fanvid: The Beat of My Heart

By shirasade

September 13, 2015 • Fandom: Boondock Saints, Connor/Murphy • Tagged: , , ,

Are you feeling the pulse of my heart
In the palm of your hand, in the jail of your love,
Are you feeling the pulse of my heart?
-Buile mo Chroí (The Beat of my Heart), by John Spillane

Fanvid: The Lucky Ones

By shirasade

July 31, 2017 • Fandom: Cold Case, Coop/Jimmy • Tagged: , ,

When it’s all said and done
You and I are the lucky ones
– Lucky Ones, by Lecrae ft. Rudy Currence

Fanvid: The Other Side

By shirasade

September 4, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

I don't want to know what it's like to live without you
– Ruelle, The Other Side

Fanvid: The Scientist

By shirasade

October 30, 2016 • Fandom: The 100, Clarke Griffin/Bellamy Blake • Tagged: , ,

Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start
-The Scientist

Fanvid: They Call Me Devil

By shirasade

September 16, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters • Tagged: , ,

They call me devil
And you should be afraid
– Call Me Devil, by Friends in Tokyo

Fanvid: This, You Protect (fic trailer)

By shirasade

October 24, 2016 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

The mission resets abruptly, from objective: kill to objective: protect.

Fanvid: Till the End of the Line

By shirasade

October 7, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

My love, my love
Where have you gone?
I turned around and now
I'm alone
– Till My Heart Stops, by Too Far Moon

Fanvid: Untouchable

By shirasade

May 25, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

The ritual of parabatai was created so that two Shadowhunters could be stronger together than they were apart.
– Jem Carstairs, Lady Midnight

Fanvid: War of Hearts

By shirasade

June 28, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

I can't help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can't help but want you
I know that I'd die without you
– Ruelle, War of Hearts

Fanvid: We Will Go Home (Song of Exile)

By shirasade

March 22, 2016 • Fandom: King Arthur, Arthur/Lancelot • Tagged: , ,

Land of freedom land of heroes
Land that gave us hope and memories
-We Will Go Home (Song of Exile), by Symphoholic

Fanvid: We're In This Together

By shirasade

February 3, 2019 • Fandom: Books/movies, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

Music: We're In This Together, by Nine Inch Nails (edited by me, full length here) Peertube | Youtube | AO3

Fanvid: What's a soulmate?

By shirasade

February 14, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
Well I would have known
What I’ve been living for all along
– Turning Page, by Sleeping At Last

Fanvid: You Are My Sunshine

By shirasade

May 24, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

You'll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take
My Sunshine Away
– You Are My Sunshine, by Johnny Cash

Favorite Mistake

By shirasade

February 26, 2017 • Fandom: The Unusuals, Casey Shraeger/Jason Walsh • Tagged: ,

Snippet I found in my WIP folder. Figured I could just as well post it. 🙂

Favorite Time of Year

By shirasade

January 2, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"seven swans a-swimming"

February Fantasies (with Desiree)

By shirasade

August 25, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie, Brian/Kevin, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , , , ,

On a lonely and boring Valentine's day on the road, the guys find ways to pass the time.

Fic & Vid: Love Is a Fire

By shirasade

March 26, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

One-sided love, a crush even, all that seems to pass by the rule—but real, requited, romantic love? It had a terrible cost. […] Eventually the power would make them mad, until they became as monsters. They would destroy their families, the others they loved. Death would surround them until eventually they died themselves.
– Jem Carstairs (Cassandra Clare – Lady Midnight)

Fire

By shirasade

May 5, 2003 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Pyro/Rogue • Tagged: , ,

There had always been a flame at the core of John's being, burning red, yearning to break free and set the world on fire.

Fire and Ashes

By shirasade

June 30, 2004 • Fandom: Troy, Achilles/Patroclus • Tagged: ,

He had not known that this was their last night together.

Fireside Conversation

By shirasade

December 24, 2007 • Fandom: Rome, Pullo/Vorenus • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Lucius Vorenus loses an argument.

First

By shirasade

July 7, 2004 • Fandom: Master & Commander, Blakeney/Calamy • Tagged: , ,

Prompts: joy/happiness.

First Date

By shirasade

October 22, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec alternate dimension!AU.

First Meeting

By shirasade

October 2, 2009 • Fandom: Soap slash, OLTL: Kyle/Oliver • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 1 in the series KAD Days

Oliver found himself standing next to a smaller guy with dark hair and mischievous eyes, who grinned at him and said: "Hi, I'm Kyle. You're Fish, I saw you earlier at orientation. Let's kick their asses, shall we?"

Firsts

By shirasade

July 28, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

Their first mission almost ended in disaster.

Five Golden Rings

By shirasade

December 30, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom/Orli/Viggo • Tagged: , , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"five gold rings"

Five Phone Calls

By shirasade

April 10, 2014 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov • Tagged: ,

Five times Natasha and Clint talked on phone during (and after) "The Winter Soldier". Vague spoilers. Implied Steve/Bucky.

Five Times Julia & Jan Did Not Cross the Line (and One Time They Did)

By shirasade

September 24, 2013 • Fandom: Soap slash, VL: Jan/Julia • Tagged: , ,

“So, was it a real relationship?” (Julia’s fiancé Gero, obviously wanting to ask whether they slept together) – “Well, that depends on how you define ‘real’.” (Jan) – episode 68

Flying with Peter

By shirasade

December 26, 2004 • Fandom: Peter Pan, Peter/Wendy • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"a partridge in a pear tree"

Follow the Leader

By shirasade

March 9, 2015 • Fandom: Magic Mike, Adam/Mike • Tagged: ,

Before Mike, Adam had never seriously considered having sex with another dude. But then, before Mike, Adam had never seriously considered a lot of things, and he’d quickly gotten into the habit of just going with the flow and trusting Mike to make sure he ended up somewhere good.

For Art

By shirasade

July 2, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

What if Jace agreed to model for Clary (platonically) – and Alec happened to walk by…

For Comfort

By shirasade

January 1, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin, Frodo/Merry/Pippin • Tagged: , ,

Back in the Shire, things go back to normal. Only not for everyone.

Foreplay

By shirasade

June 13, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Sparring had always been a kind of foreplay for them. (Canon-divergence Jalec.)

Forever Blue

By shirasade

July 28, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A cops!Jalec AU moodboard, inspired by my favourite Cold Case episode.

Forging a Bond

By shirasade

August 7, 2005 • Fandom: King Arthur • Tagged: ,

They were already a group when Arthur joined them.

Forgotten/Unforgotten

By shirasade

May 5, 2002 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

Logan still hasn't come back and Marie is having some serious doubts…

Four AM

By shirasade

March 11, 2003 • Fandom: Real People, Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

What can happen at four in the morning.

French Revolution AU

By shirasade

July 14, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , , ,

Billy and Dom during the French Revolution.

Friendly Interference

By shirasade

April 21, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Brendon/Jon/Andy, Pete/Patrick, Ryan/Spencer • Tagged: , , , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 2 in the series The Only Boy in the Band

A lesbian threesome turns into storytime. Or: How Brenda and Joan play matchmaker and Andie does not mind being single.

From: sassychick, To: lonewolf

By shirasade

July 16, 2002 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

With you, it's different – perhaps because the physical (which makes me very nervous as you know) is completely unimportant. All we do is talk – well, write… and I like it! But it also shows me what's missing in my relationship with him – we hang out but we hardly ever talk about important stuff. And I don't know if it's because that's just the way he is or if it's because he doesn't want to talk with *me*.

Gambit

By shirasade

August 13, 2007 • Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis, McKay/Sheppard • Tagged: ,

Rodney's gone a bit too far.

Gamechanger

By shirasade

February 12, 2019 • Fandom: HIStory 2: Crossing the Line, Wang Zhen Wen/Wang Zhen Wu • Tagged: , ,

300 words about the step-brothers on that rooftop.

gently i traded my heart for yours

By shirasade

February 23, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

The night after “Michael Wayland” had deactivated the glamor he’d been wearing for 20 years, Jace had packed one single bag and disappeared.

He wasn’t quite sure why he’d made his way to New York. However, it was a good place to disappear in until he figured out what he wanted to do, so Jace didn’t question the pull he’d felt too much.

Golden

By shirasade

December 24, 2008 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Eowyn/Faramir • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Better than gold is a tale rightly told.

Good Enough

By shirasade

December 24, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

There are many rumors about Jace and Alec. Most of them start in Brooklyn, New York, with two boys whose lives were so entwined that sometimes even Alec had trouble remembering that he was not, in fact, Jace Herondale’s boyfriend. – a Queer As Folk AU (based on the UK original)

Gut Reaction

By shirasade

August 30, 2006 • Fandom: Professionals, Bodie/Doyle • Tagged: , ,

Cowley had a decidedly perverse sense of humour sometimes, even if most people would never believe it of the head of CI-5.

Haima

By shirasade

September 12, 2014 • Fandom: Spartacus, Agron/Nasir • Tagged: ,

The remaining rebels are celebrating the end of their journey – and so do Agron and Nasir.

Halloween not!fic

By shirasade

November 2, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

Just an idea, not a proper fic, in which Patrick Stump is a lifesize doll/humaniform robot that goes all creepy on its owner.

Hangover Cure

By shirasade

December 5, 2017 • Fandom: Dominic Sherwood/Matthew Daddario • Tagged: , ,

Right then Dom's brain flashes back to hands, broad and long-fingered and instantly familiar, tugging at his shirt and unbuttoning his jeans, and he can almost hear Matt complain about the way both items cling to his skin. Suddenly completely awake Dom sits bolt-upright in bed, a noise that’s embarrassingly close to a squeak escaping him.

Happy Birthday!

By shirasade

September 30, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Alec's 30th birthday party turns out somewhat differently than he'd expected.

Happy Steve Bingo

By shirasade

October 6, 2018 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers/Peggy Carter • Tagged: , , , ,

Filling my bingo card with lots of happy Steve content.

Happy Valentine

By shirasade

February 19, 2006 • Fandom: Supernatural, Sam/Jess • Tagged: ,

The note was tucked inside the pocket of Sam’s winter coat.

He, too, is Alexander

By shirasade

March 29, 2014 • Fandom: Alexander the Great, Alexander/Hephaistion, Alexander/Roxana • Tagged: ,

[Roxana’s] married life must have been measured in months. […] For something like a year, she must have spent more time in Hephaistion’s custody than in [Alexander’s]. – Mary Renault, The Nature of Alexander

Headcanons for vamp!Jace

By shirasade

June 25, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Bound in Blood

Just some Jace headcanons for my vamp!Jace 'verse.

Heavy Is the Head

By shirasade

November 25, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Theban Band

Herondale. Jace was a Herondale. Grandson to the Inquisitor, the very woman who’d been making their lives so difficult and who was now staring at Jace as if she’d never seen him before. However, he was also once again in the clutches of Valentine, and for Alec that took precedence over anything else.

Here Comes the Bride

By shirasade

January 20, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

After Sam's wedding party.

High Speed

By shirasade

April 22, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

"Can anybody stop this thing?, Before my head explodes, Before my head starts to ring, We've been living life inside a bubble…" (Coldplay – "High Speed")

Hit the Floor

By shirasade

June 20, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec Zude!AU (i.e. Jace and Alec as Zero and Jude from 'Hit the Floor').

Holding On and Letting Go

By shirasade

September 13, 2014 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: , ,

AU from Days of Future Past (original timeline). Inspired by Rogue’s dropped storyline: Originally, she had been captured by the Sentinels because of her powers and had to be rescued by Xavier and Magneto in order to absorb Kitty’s powers and help keep Logan under (i.e. she would have saved the day).

Homecoming

By shirasade

November 27, 2011 • Fandom: NCIS: LA, Sam/G • Tagged: ,

When he opened his front door, checking his surroundings without even thinking about it, he was not in the least surprised to see Callen's car on the other side of the street, and Callen leaning against the hood, wearing running clothes.

Honeymoon

By shirasade

May 6, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Step by Step

Wherein everything is sunshine and roses…

Hook Up

By shirasade

March 15, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Step by Step

First step: Hook up.

How Will Gorski Stopped Worrying (and Learned to Love Gay Sex)

By shirasade

June 11, 2015 • Fandom: Sense8, Will Gorski/Lito Rodriguez/Wolfgang Bogdanow, Cluster ship • Tagged: , ,

Funny how quickly one got used to the strangest things. Will could by now mostly cope with the inconvenient hard-ons at random times of the day because someone in the cluster was getting laid, jerking off or just thinking about either. He most certainly could cope with being able to kiss and touch Riley when there was an ocean between them. However, he had to admit that he still had trouble coping with being aroused by a man.

Howie D. Obsession

By shirasade

November 7, 2001 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

My life as a member of the machine that are the Backstreet Boys has been pretty complicated (my alcoholism certainly doesn't improve things) and sometimes I've wondered if it is all worth it – but then I started to watch Howie. Now it seems as if that is all I do these days.

I am also a We

By shirasade

October 18, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec Sense8!AU.

I Will Not Forget You

By shirasade

January 24, 2002 • Fandom: Original fic • Tagged: ,

I remember the nights I watched as you lay sleeping
Your body gripped by some far away dream
Well I was so scared and so in love then
And so lost in all of you that I had seen

If Home Is Where the Heart Is

By shirasade

December 24, 2008 • Fandom: Umbrella Academy • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Vanya left home as soon as she could.

Impossibility Is Just a Kiss Away From Reality

By shirasade

April 30, 2019 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers/Peggy Carter • Tagged: ,

Steve Rogers is determined to live his best life. (Avengers: Endgame spoilers!!!)

In a Good Light

By shirasade

July 3, 2005 • Fandom: Professionals, Bodie/Doyle • Tagged: ,

It must be the light, Doyle thought.

In a Mirror Darkly

By shirasade

August 18, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

Something was wrong with Jace. Alec could feel it.

In Between

By shirasade

July 25, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Boromir/Faramir • Tagged: , ,

Life was pretty dire inside the stone walls of Minas Tirith most of the time.

In Dreams

By shirasade

February 6, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

It was another one of these endless nights. AJ had woken with a start from yet another dream and simply couldn't bring himself to fall asleep again. Sarah was sleeping peacefully beside him, oblivious of her fiance's restlessness and he hoped that it stayed that way. He really didn't feel like explaining why this recurring dream disturbed him so much.

In Your Eyes

By shirasade

June 13, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

Pete dresses Patrick. Patrick lets him.

Insta-ficlet: Billy/Dom

By shirasade

October 29, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

He opened his eyes and found Dom still asleep, obviously in the throws of an erotic dream and taking it out on Billy.

Insta-ficlet: Billy/Orlando

By shirasade

October 29, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Orlando • Tagged: , ,

Billy sighed and kissed Orlando's temple. "What am I going to do with you?"

Instinct

By shirasade

December 26, 2003 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

The Wolverine has always been about instinct.

Interlude

By shirasade

June 20, 2008 • Fandom: Narnia, Peter/Susan, Caspian/Peter/Susan • Tagged: , , ,

Caspian sees something he probably should not have.

Just a Little Crush

By shirasade

May 17, 2017 • Fandom: Dominic Sherwood/Matthew Daddario • Tagged: , ,

Dom was used to having crushes.

Just Like the Movies

By shirasade

October 28, 2002 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

Sometimes life is not exactly like the movies… Marie's POV.

Just One Dance

By shirasade

April 18, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

All Alec knew was that, instead of Izzy, Lydia or any of the other girls, he found himself partnered in a slow blues with Jace, the entire world disappearing as his best friend stepped into his arms as if he belonged there.

Kiss and Make Up

By shirasade

July 24, 2004 • Fandom: Gilmore Girls, Luke/Max • Tagged: ,

This was not going to happen.

Kiss with a Fist

By shirasade

November 18, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

Jace loved Alec's hands.

Landing in Neverland

By shirasade

December 15, 2014 • Fandom: Plan B, Bruno/Pablo • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Bruno and Pablo after the movie.

Lapse

By shirasade

May 15, 2009 • Fandom: Southland, Cooper/Sherman • Tagged: ,

When he kissed her, Ben imagined he could still taste John on his tongue.

Leaving Normal

By shirasade

June 1, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

"Normal suddenly wasn't normal anymore."

Let Me Take Care of You [with Nik]

By shirasade

March 2, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash • Tagged: , , ,

After a less-than-perfect concert Howie feels like his band mates need cheering up – but which one does need him the most?

Let No Man Put Asunder

By shirasade

May 11, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A deruned!Jalec AU.

Let This Be My Vow

By shirasade

April 13, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood/Magnus Bane •

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec secret relationship!AU.

Letters from Home

By shirasade

October 12, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

A Jalec military!AU. Simon POV.

Letting Off Steam

By shirasade

February 15, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Out of Hell, and Into Light

“No weapons, no permanent injuries, no complaining to Lydia,” Alec spoke up, resigned to the inevitable. Underneath his disdainful exterior, however, Jace could feel anticipation coiling, his parabatai almost as eager for a proper fight as Jace was. They were both fed up with being looked at like pariahs.

Lifeline

By shirasade

February 8, 2002 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

They died instantly.

Lights, Camera, Action

By shirasade

April 14, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec French Letter!AU.

Lost Boy

By shirasade

December 17, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Jace is a succubus that needs healing… Alec is a werewolf and can help. 🙂

Lotrips Drabbles

By shirasade

February 9, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Orli/Viggo, Billy/Dom, Dom/Elijah, Dom/Orli • Tagged: , , , , , , ,

A collection of 100 word drabbles.

Lotrips: 'music is my boyfriend' ficlets

By shirasade

May 2, 2008 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

Music is my boyfriend… Lotrips style.

Lovers In a Dangerous Time

By shirasade

September 17, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Pacific Rim, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , , ,

An MCU take on Pacific Rim. Bucky is Raleigh, Steve is Mako. You can imagine the rest. 🙂

Loving Alec

By shirasade

June 20, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

During the sparring scene in 2×11 Jace realizes something about his feelings for Alec.

Make Me a Supermodel RPS: Open Doors

By shirasade

February 9, 2008 • Fandom: Misc RPF, MMAS: Ben/Ronnie, MMAS: Casey/Perry, MMAS: Casey/Perry/Ronnie • Tagged: , ,

Ronnie had definitely not expected this.

Manning the Walls

By shirasade

December 1, 2014 • Fandom: It Happened One Night, Ellie Andrews/Peter Warne • Tagged: ,

What’s holding up the annulment, you slowpoke? The Walls of Jericho are a-toppling. (Telegram from Peter Warne to Mr. Andrews)

Market Day

By shirasade

March 30, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Magnus Bane • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Malec farm!AU.

Meant to Be

By shirasade

February 26, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Ali, Billy/Dom • Tagged: ,

Billy had always believed in true love.

Middle Ground

By shirasade

July 13, 2005 • Fandom: Professionals, Bodie/Doyle • Tagged: ,

There suddenly seemed to be no safe ground for them to step on.

Midsummer Night's Dream

By shirasade

December 12, 2005 • Fandom: Narnia, Lucy/Tumnus • Tagged: ,

Had Tumnus actually thought inviting Lucy was a good idea? Silly, silly faun!

Minor Adjustments

By shirasade

November 2, 2014 • Fandom: Common Law, Travis Marks/Wes Mitchell • Tagged: ,

The kiss had been preceded by what was an not unusual amount of bickering, but there had been a tension coiling in the air between them for several days at that point, one that Wes had had no success at either pinpointing or dissolving.

Mirror

By shirasade

January 24, 2009 • Fandom: Lewis • Tagged: , ,

Drabble inspired by Lewis 2×03 – Life Born of Fire, because Det. Sgt. James Hathaway is becoming more and more awesome.

Mirror, Mirror (Just a Little Bit Cracked)

By shirasade

March 19, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Jon/Spencer, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

Spencer has a process for getting-over-people.

Mix and Match

By shirasade

July 27, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, HobbitsnOrli • Tagged: , , ,

Looking back, no one was quite sure how it had started.

MMAS: 4 drabbles

By shirasade

March 2, 2008 • Fandom: Misc RPF, MMAS: Ben/Ronnie, MMAS: Casey/Frankie, MMAS: Perry/Ronnie, MMAS: Ronnie/Ben/Perry/Casey/Frankie • Tagged: , , , ,

Four Make Me a Supermodel drabbles, different pairings.

Mobile version now available

By shirasade

February 25, 2011 • Fandom: .News •

The archive now also comes with a basic mobile theme using WordPress Mobile Edition – it should be automatically detected if you arrive here on your smartphone. If not, please let me know which phone/browser you're using.

Modus Operandi

By shirasade

November 4, 2014 • Fandom: Scorpion, Walter O'Brien/Paige Dineen, Walter O'Brien/Toby Curtis • Tagged: , ,

Sex, if not aimed at procreation, was simple physical release, and Walter never understood why the rest of the world appeared to constantly obsess over it.

Moment of Truth

By shirasade

February 18, 2019 • Fandom: Love By Chance, Ae/Pete • Tagged: , ,

150 words of missing scene.

Monday

By shirasade

February 16, 2019 • Fandom: Seven Days, Shino/Seryou • Tagged: , ,

Author's Note: 200 words following right from the ending of this beautiful two-part Japanese BL movie. *** They managed to walk companionably side-by-side all the way to the entrance of the school before Seryou was waylaid. Looking back, Shino should have expected it long before that, maybe even in the train station like the previous […]

Moon Run

By shirasade

May 9, 2014 • Fandom: Alexander the Great, Alexander/Hephaistion • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Alpha and Dominant

Hephaestion loved the full moon.

More request drabbles

By shirasade

July 23, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin, X-Men movie, Popslash, Brian/Nick • Tagged: , , , ,

Backstreet, LotR and X-Men drabbles.

More Than a Kiss

By shirasade

January 1, 2014 • Fandom: Downton Abbey, Mary Crawley/Matthew Crawley • Tagged: ,

If something surprised Lady Mary Crawley more than the fact that she genuinely wanted to kiss Matthew Crawley, it was her body’s reaction when their lips actually touched.

More Than a Pretty Face: a defense of the role of Hephaistion Philalexandros in the formation of the Great Alexandrian Empire

By shirasade

July 12, 2014 • Fandom: Real People, Alexander the Great, Alexander/Hephaistion • Tagged: , ,

Some people say the Basileus Basileon, the King of Kings, succeeded solely thanks to the force of his personality and his military genius, with Hephaistion barely more than a footnote, while others insist that without a strong Chiliarch in Babylon, supplying Alexander’s army with everything it needed, from food to information, the Empire could never have been built. The truth, as always, probably lies somewhere in between.

More Than Blood

By shirasade

July 8, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Bound in Blood

Second part of the vamp!Jace Jalec fic.

Mprov #1

By shirasade

November 1, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 4 in the series Mprov ficlets

obsessive-compulsive, drawl, Burgundy, spacey, beans

Mprov #2

By shirasade

November 2, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 4 in the series Mprov ficlets

Angel, precious, evil, doubtful and slash

Mprov #3

By shirasade

November 5, 2002 • Fandom: Real People, Misc RPF, Popslash, AJ/Robbie Williams • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 4 in the series Mprov ficlets

couch, silk, twilight, brooding, clock

Mprov #4

By shirasade

July 23, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 4 in the series Mprov ficlets

dazed; girl; puddle; aghast; gritty

Mr. and Mrs. Fisher

By shirasade

December 25, 2015 • Fandom: Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries, Phryne Fisher/Jack Robinson • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

“So, Mr. Fisher, whatever shall we do until it’s time to go down for dinner?”

My Life, by Bronx Mowgli Simpson Wentz, Aged Five-and-Three-Quarters

By shirasade

November 21, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

Bronx Mowgli Simpson Wentz has the coolest uncles ever.

My recs in 2013

By shirasade

January 24, 2014 • Fandom: .News •

As you can see on the Recs page I semi-regularly fic and vids I stumble across on my way around the internets. For this I use Delicious, and they put together a pretty little report of my rec activities in the last year:

Shirasade's Delicious Annual Report 2013

Needs

By shirasade

March 6, 2003 • Fandom: Real People, Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

Billy knows what Dom needs.

New Bday drabble

By shirasade

August 22, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash • Tagged: , , ,

Happy birthday, Howie!

Nights in Susa

By shirasade

November 5, 2014 • Fandom: Alexander the Great, Alexander/Hephaistion, Hephaistion/Drypetis • Tagged: , , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Alpha and Dominant

Drypetis, daughter of Darius, had always known her marriage would be an arranged one – she just had not expected her husband to be a werewolf and already mated to Great King Alexander.

Nighttime Ritual

By shirasade

January 4, 2005 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"nine ladies dancing"

No Air Left

By shirasade

January 2, 2019 • Fandom: The OA, Alfonso Sosa/Steve Winchell • Tagged: , ,

Gasping for air, Steve stared up into French's familiar face, red with anger, and suddenly remembered a time when they'd been friends and their fighting had been playful.

No Longer Pretend (To Have My Hand on the Wheel)

By shirasade

April 4, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: ,

Author's Note: Title from Savage Garden’s “Chained to You”. Because the working title of this was “Steve in chains”.

Noon

By shirasade

June 9, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Musings

Musings at noon. AJ's POV.

Now I Know In Part

By shirasade

March 18, 2016 • Fandom: Star Trek, Kirk/Spock • Tagged: , ,

“I’ll get Saavik down here – maybe she’ll be willing to help. Too bad I didn’t bring the necessary equipment to let Spock kill you again.”

The joke falls flat, but Jim appreciates it nonetheless. Looking up, he quickly shakes his head, steps closer to the bed and takes Spock’s hand in his. He knows he’s blushing, but there’s no time for embarrassment, so he simply states, “That… won’t be necessary.”

Oddly Intimate

By shirasade

February 8, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Theban Band

They made a striking pair, light and dark, gold and black, and Clary turned to Isabelle to whisper, “This whole parabatai thing seems oddly… intimate, if you ask me.”

Old Wounds

By shirasade

December 24, 2007 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Estella, Merry/Pippin, Pippin/Diamond • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Set several decades after the War. Merry is still hurting.

On My Knees I Thee Worship

By shirasade

July 20, 2019 • Fandom: Guardian 镇魂, Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan • Tagged: , ,

Zhao Yunlan's first visit to Dixing goes… somewhat differently than planned.

Once Upon a Honeymoon

By shirasade

December 26, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Tilting his head, Alec looked at him consideringly, and Jace felt strangely as if he’d been caught doing something illicit, before his friend huffed a small laugh. “Just admit it, Jace – you just want to go on my honeymoon with me.”

One Gaudy Night

By shirasade

June 10, 2012 • Fandom: Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries, Phryne Fisher/Jack Robinson • Tagged: ,

“Come on, Jack – just one gaudy night…”

One Moment

By shirasade

December 25, 2002 • Fandom: Books/movies, Lord of the Rings, Aragorn/Legolas • Tagged: ,

Eowyn watches Aragorn's return. Eowyn's POV.

One Too Many

By shirasade

July 7, 2005 • Fandom: Professionals, Bodie/Doyle • Tagged: ,

It had been one too many times.

One-Night Stand

By shirasade

June 30, 2005 • Fandom: Professionals, Bodie/Doyle • Tagged: ,

First meeting – gay pub style.

Outside Interference

By shirasade

September 14, 2014 • Fandom: Pacific Rim, Raleigh Becket/Chuck Hansen • Tagged: , ,

Raleigh spends too much time lusting after Chuck. Mako match-makes.

Overtime

By shirasade

April 11, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec police!AU.

Pancakes and Handjobs

By shirasade

December 9, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

"Say Patrick has a hard night in the studio and comes in as the sun's rising to Pete ready with pancakes and handjobs (omg someone please write that!)." I obeyed.

Pandora's Box

By shirasade

December 25, 2015 • Fandom: Caprica • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Tamara finds them in the end. Well, she doesn’t find exactly who she was looking for, but she figures Lacy Rand, Blessed Mother of the Monad Church, will do in a pinch.

Parachutes

By shirasade

April 15, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Kevin • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

"Here I am, and I'll take my time, here I am and I'll wait in line, always…" (Coldplay – "Parachutes")

Part of Me

By shirasade

June 19, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , ,

Nick lies in bed and thinks about the past — and Howie.

Party Fun

By shirasade

December 23, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Sean/Karl/Marton • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

A party. Three manly men. Stuff happens.

Patrick's Proper Prom (could be a love song)

By shirasade

April 22, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

"Aww, Pattycakes, don't be like this. This is going to be your beautiful prom experience, and I'll make sure it's perfect!"

Pay Day

By shirasade

December 13, 2004 • Fandom: Popslash, Kevin/Nick • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

This was not the job Nick had dreamed of in college.

Peacemaker

By shirasade

February 18, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie, Brian/Howie, Brian/Kevin, Howie/Kevin, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , , , ,

Howie takes his responsibility as the group's peacemaker very seriously… 😉

Persuasion

By shirasade

December 20, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, Nick/Lance • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

An unexpected attraction.

Phantom Pain

By shirasade

May 8, 2004 • Fandom: Popslash, Kevin/Nick • Tagged: , ,

Some things change. Some don't.

Phone Call

By shirasade

July 9, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , ,

Howie has an evil twin.

Pipers, Wind and Lorelai

By shirasade

January 9, 2005 • Fandom: Gilmore Girls, Lorelai/Luke, Lorelai/Max • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"eleven pipers piping"

Pivotal Moment

By shirasade

March 23, 2005 • Fandom: Jane Austen - Mansfield Park, Fanny/Edmund • Tagged: ,

Henry Crawford wasn’t Fanny’s first kiss.

Podfic: A Mirror Distorted

By shirasade

September 6, 2009 • Fandom: Maurice, Alec/Maurice • Tagged: , ,

Just a snippet of an unexpected encounter.

Possibilities

By shirasade

May 5, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: , ,

Merry/Pippin through someone else's eyes.

Post-Battle Procedure

By shirasade

April 10, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Parabatai cuddle! AU 🙂

Pour la beauté du geste

By shirasade

October 8, 2014 • Fandom: Les Chansons d'Amour, Erwann/Ismaël • Tagged: ,

Erwann never stood a chance.

Pr0n and Chocolate officially open

By shirasade

September 18, 2010 • Fandom: .News •

After some more layout-related tweaking my new fanfic archive is officially OPEN! (Only took me a year…) Still, I'm sure I overlooked glitches, so please let me know if things can be improved… There are a number of ways to stay up to date (should I ever find my muse again), a list of which […]

Prayer

By shirasade

April 2, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

Howie has to make a decision and goes to the one place he can always come to…

Prequel: Adventures Under Ground

By shirasade

May 15, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland, Jace Wayland/Clary Fray • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Jace In Wonderland

Later, Jace couldn’t really blame Izzy and the others for teasing him relentlessly about being an oblivious fool. Hell, he could hardly believe himself how blind he’d been to what had been right under his nose for years. Still, he honestly hadn’t known that Alec was in love with him, had been for years. And he certainly hadn't realized that he felt the same.

Prerequisite

By shirasade

May 22, 2008 • Fandom: Skins, Sid/Tony • Tagged: ,

It had always been Sid for Tony.

Present

By shirasade

June 27, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland, Alec/Jace/Sebastian • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Heronlightstar (Alec x Jace x Sebastian) PWP.

Pride & Parabatai

By shirasade

June 2, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

It is a truth universally acknowledged that a single Shadowhunter of high status must be in want of a parabatai.

Promise

By shirasade

January 25, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Aragorn/Legolas • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Legolas remembers.

Push Your Buttons (Because They're So Shiny)

By shirasade

April 3, 2009 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

Patrick stared at him for a moment from under the brim of his hat and then said, his voice low but fiercely serious, almost pleading: "Please, Pete, just… don't bring up the gay thing? Once in your life?"

Pyrrhic Victory

By shirasade

March 16, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Out of Hell, and Into Light

They hit Chernobyl hard.

Quite a Ride

By shirasade

February 22, 2005 • Fandom: Lotrips, Dom/Elijah • Tagged: , , ,

How to maximize the fun to be had in an amusement park.

Railway Coda

By shirasade

April 24, 2013 • Fandom: Elizabeth Gaskell - North & South, Margaret Hale/John Thornton • Tagged: ,

Coda to the BBC mini-series, which ends with Margaret and John getting on the same train back to Milton.

Reason

By shirasade

December 31, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Elrond/Glorfindel • Tagged: ,

Glorfindel is weary of the world.

Reluctant (11 parts)

By shirasade

January 24, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie, Kevin/Nick • Tagged: , ,

If it's okay for Nick and Kevin, then why is it so wrong for you and AJ?

Reprieve

By shirasade

November 23, 2003 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

A night in the ruins of Isengard. Merry ponders.

Request drabbles

By shirasade

July 18, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin, Merry/Pippin/Diamond/Estella, X-Men movie, Lotrips, Rogue/Wolverine, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , , , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Through the Desert

Desert Planet (Billy/Dom AU) | Heat Wave (Wolverine/Rogue) | Change (Merry/Pippin/Diamon/Estella)

Respite

By shirasade

July 3, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec/Jace/Magnus • Tagged: , , , ,

When Jace rejoined them, Alec was already sitting back up, offering him a small smile that died the moment he caught sight of his parabatai's face. "Jace, what happened?"

Reunions & Revelations

By shirasade

December 8, 2018 • Fandom: My So-Called Life, Angela Chase/Rayanne Graff • Tagged: ,

Ten years have passed, and Rickie has put high school well behind him. Still, when he hears that Rayanne is coming to the reunion, he can't help but be curious.

Revelations

By shirasade

January 2, 2006 • Fandom: Professionals, Bodie/Doyle • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Post-‘Discovered in a Graveyard’ fic. In which Bodie pines, Doyle is stroppy, and there might be a happy ending in spite of them.

Rise

By shirasade

December 14, 2008 • Fandom: CSI: NY, Mac/Stella • Tagged: ,

He was not surprised that she'd found him.

Rules

By shirasade

December 11, 2005 • Fandom: Narnia, Peter/Susan • Tagged: , , ,

Rules are different in Narnia.

Rumor Mill

By shirasade

January 14, 2014 • Fandom: NCIS: LA, Sam/G, Sam/G/Michelle • Tagged: , ,

There were few places that enjoyed a good betting pool more than the Los Angeles headquarters of NCIS. Therefore Deeks figured it was only natural to ask Eric whether he could join the pool on Sam and G hooking up. To his surprise Eric said matter-of-factly: “There isn’t one.”

Rumour Mill

By shirasade

July 25, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips • Tagged: , , ,

A conversation on set.

Script Rewrite

By shirasade

April 26, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

It takes a lot of rewrites until a script is perfect.

Second Chances

By shirasade

June 21, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

"I sometimes wonder why we never hooked up."

Second Date

By shirasade

October 23, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

An alternate!Jalec continuation of First Date.

Seeing

By shirasade

May 10, 2003 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Iceman/Wolverine • Tagged: , ,

Bobby was not blind.

Sensory Memory

By shirasade

January 1, 2005 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Five ways to remember.

Setting the Mood

By shirasade

February 10, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie, Brian/Kevin/Nick • Tagged: , , ,

Not much plot here – just a shortie about how the guys might have set the mood to make "If You Want It To Be Good, Girl (Get Yourself A Bad Boy)" sound so sexy… 😉

Settling

By shirasade

May 6, 2003 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Iceman/Pyro • Tagged: , ,

John could never stay mad at Bobby.

Seven Days – Friday

By shirasade

October 24, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 8 in the series Seven Days

A week. Hobbit fashion.

Seven Days – Monday

By shirasade

October 19, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 8 in the series Seven Days

A week. Hobbit fashion.

Seven Days – Saturday

By shirasade

October 26, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 8 in the series Seven Days

A week. Hobbit fashion.

Seven Days – Sunday

By shirasade

October 26, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 8 in the series Seven Days

A week. Hobbit fashion.

Seven Days – Thursday

By shirasade

October 23, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 8 in the series Seven Days

A week. Hobbit fashion.

Seven Days – Tuesday

By shirasade

October 20, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 8 in the series Seven Days

A week. Hobbit fashion.

Seven Days – Wednesday

By shirasade

October 21, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 8 in the series Seven Days

A week. Hobbit fashion.

Shadows

By shirasade

November 18, 2011 • Fandom: Cold Case • Tagged: , ,

Angsty drabble set before the Cold Case ep 1×22, "The Plan", Sgt. James Creighton, first person POV.

shadows of days that are gone

By shirasade

January 5, 2014 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: ,

No matter how many times they wipe and freeze him, the Winter Soldier always wakes with the same dream. It’s a never-ending cycle – until the time he wakes and there’s a red-headed woman clad in black leather above him and his mind is strangely empty, except for the dream and the man in it.

Sharing Body Heat

By shirasade

January 17, 2019 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Cyclops/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

Scott hated being cold. Not that he was about to tell Logan, no matter how much he wanted to ask – no, beg – the other man for loan of his sheep skin jacket. Which he wore on top of his fucking warm flannel, and Scott was just about ready to start considering homicide as means of wresting one or both layers off him.

Sheherazade

By shirasade

January 4, 2003 • Fandom: Original fic • Tagged: ,

She flew from him. As fast as she could she ran along the road, despite knowing that he would overtake her effortlessly.

Shiver

By shirasade

March 9, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Brian/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

So I look in your direction, but you pay me no attention, and you know how much I need you but you never even see me… ("Shiver", Coldplay)

Side-trip: Which Dreamed It?

By shirasade

April 12, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood/Magnus Bane • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Jace In Wonderland

Canon!verse Alec has an unexpected visitor. An AU of my own AU – is that a thing? 🙂

Silver and Silk

By shirasade

March 22, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

Billy only changed in the light of the full moon, in the quietness of midnight undisturbed.

Simple Biology

By shirasade

September 8, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 2 in the series Biological Imperative

Everyone, including Jace himself, had expected him – strong, cocky, possibly the most gifted Shadowhunter of his generation – to present as an alpha.

Snoop

By shirasade

February 14, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

Billy discovers a secret.

Snow Storm

By shirasade

January 10, 2005 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Merry/Pippin • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"twelve drummers drumming"

Solace

By shirasade

March 6, 2014 • Fandom: Spartacus, Spartacus/Varro • Tagged: ,

Spartacus had never been a man with many friends.

Sometimes Late Is Right On Time

By shirasade

August 3, 2019 • Fandom: Boys love, Love By Chance, Ae/Pete • Tagged: , ,

Pete was running late, which he hated.

Song for a Winter's Night

By shirasade

December 1, 2002 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

A lonely winter's night – and Marie is thinking of winter, and of Logan…

Sparks

By shirasade

March 12, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

"My heart is yours, it's you that I hold on to…" (Coldplay – "Sparks")

Spies

By shirasade

March 10, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Kevin/Nick • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

"And those spies hide out in every corner, and they can't touch you no, cos they're just spies…" (Coldplay, "Spies")

Storm

By shirasade

August 17, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/JC • Tagged: , ,

A chance meeting during a summer storm.

Stucky Big Bang 2017: a perfect soldier by SouthSideStory

By shirasade

August 18, 2017 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: , ,

No one could build a soldier from a man. But he was beaten, broken, then burnt to the ground, and a soldier crawled out of the ashes.

Summer Skin

By shirasade

January 27, 2009 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Rogue/Wolverine • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 6 in the series Porn Battle Ficlets

Then, one hot summer's day he stepped into a dirty little diner in the middle of smalltown Louisiana, and there she was.

Surprise visit

By shirasade

July 24, 2004 • Fandom: Lord of the Rings, Frodo/Merry • Tagged: ,

Merry visits Bag End. Alone.

Take Me to Church

By shirasade

March 28, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec dancer!AU.

Taking Refuge

By shirasade

March 4, 2019 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec/Jace/Magnus • Tagged: , ,

"You're coming with me to sleep over at Magnus's." Alec's tone brokered no argument. "You haven't slept since Clary, don't think I haven't noticed."

Tastes Like You (Only Sweeter)

By shirasade

January 27, 2009 • Fandom: Gilmore Girls, Dean/Lorelai, Dean/Rory • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 6 in the series Porn Battle Ficlets

"You know, Rory, when you come you sound exactly like your mother. Taste like her, too. Sweet."

Thanks for the Memories

By shirasade

May 24, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

He woke up in a strange room, finding a tall, dark-haired guy sprawled in a chair next to the bed, half-asleep at an uncomfortable-looking angle. The smile that spread on his face felt like muscle memory, as did the teasing tone in his voice when he asked, “Wouldn’t you be more comfortable in the bed instead of next to it?”

The After-Life of River Song

By shirasade

January 15, 2014 • Fandom: Doctor Who, Doctor/River, Doctor/Tasha Lem • Tagged: ,

“So, Doctor, I guess my answer is the same as always – what’s your brilliant plan this time? And what can I do to make sure it actually works?” Which was how River Song ended up hacking the Papal Mainframe.

The Best-Laid Plans of Married Men

By shirasade

December 21, 2014 • Fandom: Elizabeth Peters - Amelia Peabody, Amelia Peabody/Radcliffe Emerson • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Amelia is determined to get some alone time with her husband. This proves more difficult than expected.

The Collision of Planetary Bodies (Breaking Point)

By shirasade

April 14, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Frank/Gerard • Tagged: , ,

For Frank, it was part of the rush of performing, being pulled into Gerard's field of gravity and just going along for the ride. It was exhilarating – and it made Frank horny as hell by the time they walked off stage.

The Complete Picture

By shirasade

June 4, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , ,

Polyanna sees things.

The Cook, the Bookbinder, His Sister and Her Kids

By shirasade

April 26, 2005 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

Once is coincidence, twice is fate. The inevitability of What If.

The Cost of Eros

By shirasade

December 24, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

The first time it happened, neither of them noticed. Or: The parabatai curse doesn't care whether feelings are acted upon, just that they exist…

The Day of the Three French Hens

By shirasade

December 28, 2004 • Fandom: King Arthur, Galahad/Gawain • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"three French hens"

The End of the Tether

By shirasade

August 6, 2005 • Fandom: Professionals, Bodie/Doyle • Tagged: ,

Bodie considered himself an exceedingly patient man.

The Gift

By shirasade

September 6, 2005 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

It was Dom who found the conch, but it was Billy who discovered its secret.

The Joey Room

By shirasade

July 26, 2018 • Fandom: Dominic Sherwood/Matthew Daddario • Tagged: , ,

“Nice place you got here, Daddario,” Dom commented idly as he wandered aimlessly around the yard of Matt and Esther’s farm house, peeking into a barn and startling a bunch of hens. “I’m starting to see the appeal of living in bumfuck, Ohio…”

The Major and the (not so) Minor

By shirasade

December 4, 2014 • Fandom: The Major and the Minor, Susan Applegate/Philip Kirby • Tagged: ,

2 short ficlets set during and after the end of this adorable comedy.

The More Things Change

By shirasade

December 25, 2008 • Fandom: King Arthur, Arthur/Lancelot • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Lancelot was the last one to be won over by Arthur.

The Morning After

By shirasade

May 26, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

things you said the morning after

The Night Before

By shirasade

May 12, 2009 • Fandom: Star Trek Reboot, Kirk/Spock (Reboot) • Tagged: ,

Ambassador Spock is not the only one drawn to the Enterprise the night before she is set to leave.

The Old Familiar Places

By shirasade

April 14, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: ,

Bucky Barnes, 1935-1945.

The One You Love the Most

By shirasade

July 10, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Theban Band

Before they can get Clary's memories back from the memory demon, Jace has to deal with a certain warlock's obvious interest in his parabatai.

The Only Boy in the Band

By shirasade

March 24, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 2 in the series The Only Boy in the Band

Pete sometimes wanted to form an "only-boy-in-the-band" club. He could ask Ryan to join.

The Phone Sex Issue

By shirasade

April 28, 2003 • Fandom: Real People, Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

Billy never really understood the appeal of phone sex.

The Proposal

By shirasade

February 14, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Jace has a surprise for Valentine's Day. A story in pictures and 300 words.

The Queen's Jest

By shirasade

June 21, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec!Seelie Court AU.

The Start of Devotion

By shirasade

February 11, 2019 • Fandom: Ai no kotodama, Shinya Ootani/Miyako Tachibana • Tagged: , ,

250 words for the Japanese BL movie "Ai no Kotodama (Words of Devotion)", rated G.

The Story of the Eyeliner

By shirasade

July 2, 2003 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/Kevin • Tagged: , ,

"Sometimes inanimate objects have interesting stories to tell."

The Stream of Warm Impermanence

By shirasade

November 18, 2018 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov • Tagged: , ,

Post-Battle of Manhattan, Clint and Natasha settle into their new home in Avengers Tower – but that's not the only thing that could change now.

The Taste of Freedom

By shirasade

March 31, 2018 • Fandom: Spartacus, Barca/Pietros • Tagged: , ,

The magistrate came just in time.

the touching of imperfect souls

By shirasade

September 1, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

Jace hadn’t meant to kiss Alec.

The Wentz/Stump Ticket

By shirasade

November 4, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , , ,

It had all been Pete's idea, of course. Egged on by years of exposure to Andy's speeches (sometimes Pete accused Andy of spreading The Message subliminally in morse code via his drums), Pete had ended up getting a PhD in PoliSci and then decided that the only way to change things was to get involved.

There's a light on in Chicago

By shirasade

May 1, 2015 • Fandom: Band of Brothers, Lewis Nixon/Richard Winters • Tagged: ,

Five times Dick Winters thought of Chicago (and Lew Nixon) during the war, and one time he was really there.

There's An App For That

By shirasade

March 16, 2015 • Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes • Tagged: ,

Jarvis obviously decided Tony’s exclamation had been a legitimate question and not a rhetorical one, and repeated calmly: “Captain Rogers made an appointment using the well-known dating app Grindr…”

things you said when i was crying

By shirasade

July 3, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 2 in the series things said when crying

Alec didn’t cry. (An alternate version of the rooftop scene from 2×05.)

things you said when you were crying

By shirasade

May 16, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 2 in the series things said when crying

Jace didn’t cry. Not that Alec himself was someone prone to emotional outbursts, but wasn’t it almost expected for children to cry when their parents died?

This Is Just the Prologue (We're Making Some Progress)

By shirasade

March 8, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

He should have known better than to expect anything but complete disaster when Patrick Stump was about to get laid. Especially when Pete Wentz was in any form involved.

This story is about love

By shirasade

January 19, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

“Please, can you call me Jace? For Jonathan Christopher?” – Sometimes an end is a new beginning.

Three Nights

By shirasade

December 19, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 26 in the series Holiday exchanges

Three nights spent on busses. Nick grows up.

Three's Company (Four's a Crowd)

By shirasade

July 3, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec/Jace/Magnus • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

Malace version of the bedroom scene with Kaelie.

Through the Desert (WIP, on hiatus)

By shirasade

October 16, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Through the Desert

The world is mostly desert. No one can survive on their own, without the support of one of the powerful tribes. But Dominic has to try.

Through the Looking Glass

By shirasade

January 25, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 7 in the series Jace In Wonderland

They’d been side by side in the forest, but the next instance Jace found himself alone, surrounded by… coffee-making equipment?

tides they turn (here we are)

By shirasade

August 30, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

The first time Patrick brought it up again after it happened, it was to ask for a divorce.

Tides Turning

By shirasade

December 25, 2004 • Fandom: Lost, Charlie/Sawyer • Tagged: ,

Since Claire’s disappearance Charlie had not been the same.

Time Out

By shirasade

February 20, 2005 • Fandom: Lost • Tagged: ,

Five years down the lane, Claire is enjoying some peace and quiet.

To the Ends of the Earth

By shirasade

May 6, 2014 • Fandom: Alexander the Great, Alexander/Hephaistion • Tagged: , , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 3 in the series Alpha and Dominant

The same old epic story, only with a werewolf twist…

Top Chef: Halloween drag

By shirasade

February 19, 2009 • Fandom: Misc RPF, Top Chef: Fabio/Stefan • Tagged: , ,

Quick ficlet I wrote while sick at home, watching this week's Season 5 Finale Part I, when Stefan talked about Fabio crossdressing for Halloween. Yeah, I don't know what came over me either. 🙂

Tradition

By shirasade

December 27, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Elijah/Sean A • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"two turtle doves"

Transition

By shirasade

April 15, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged:

This entry is part [part not set] of 5 in the series Step by Step

Things heat up for a little while…

Trouble

By shirasade

April 12, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Brian/Nick • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

"I never meant to cause you trouble, and I never meant to do you wrong, and I, well if I ever caused you trouble, o no, I never meant to do you harm…" (Coldplay – "Trouble")

Turning Page

By shirasade

January 29, 2018 • Fandom: Whitechapel, Chandler/Kent • Tagged: ,

All Kent wants is a fresh start.

Two Hobbits Hiding

By shirasade

January 8, 2005 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 12 in the series 12 Days

"ten lords a-leaping"

Two Minutes and Ten Hours

By shirasade

January 2, 2004 • Fandom: X-Men movie, Iceman/Pyro • Tagged: ,

In two minutes and ten hours, Bobby would tell Johnny that he was in love with Marie.

Understand

By shirasade

September 2, 2002 • Fandom: Real People, Popslash, Howie/Nick • Tagged: , ,

Nick dresses up for a night of fun…

Unexpected

By shirasade

December 24, 2007 • Fandom: Queer As Folk UK, Nathan/Vince • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 2 in the series 12 Years On

Nathan recognized Vince right away.

Unheard

By shirasade

May 19, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

things you said too quietly

Unmixed Signals

By shirasade

January 27, 2009 • Fandom: CSI, Nick/Warrick • Tagged: ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 6 in the series Porn Battle Ficlets

"You know, it's completely natural to have a mancrush on another guy."

Unseen Things

By shirasade

January 12, 2005 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , , ,

Dom sees things that others don’t.

Unspoken

By shirasade

January 9, 2014 • Fandom: Unforgettable, Carrie Wells/Al Burns • Tagged: ,

It wasn’t that things magically changed after Syracuse. Carrie still did not know who had murdered Rachel, and her relationship with Al did not suddenly revert to what it had been before she’d left.

Untitled Ewan/Hayden slash

By shirasade

July 13, 2002 • Fandom: Misc RPF, Star Wars: Ewan/Hayden • Tagged: , ,

Hayden loved to watch Ewan.

Vid: Follow You

By shirasade

June 18, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

Cause I'm telling you, you're all I need
I'll never leave
– Follow You, by Bring Me the Horizon

Vid: Lex Mala Lex Nulla

By shirasade

January 21, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

I gave you everything
And it's a beautiful crime
– Beautiful Crime, by Tamer

"One-sided love, a crush even, all that seems to pass by the rule – but real, requited, romantic love? It had a terrible cost." (Jem Carstairs to Emma Carstairs)

Vidlet: Queer for Cat

By shirasade

November 2, 2017 • Fandom: Riverdale, Archie/Betty, Betty/Veronica • Tagged: , , , ,

And she likes it
that I like it
that she likes it like that.
– Queer for Cat, by Big Rude Jake

Voyeur

By shirasade

March 29, 2003 • Fandom: Lotrips, Orli/Viggo, Billy/Dom, Liv/Orli • Tagged: , ,

Three couples. One watcher.

Waiting

By shirasade

July 4, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

Some things are worth waiting for.

Waking Alone

By shirasade

December 25, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

After returning to the Institute Jace couldn't sleep.

We Don't Sniff the Subetheric Resonator

By shirasade

January 27, 2008 • Fandom: Torchwood, Jack/Ianto • Tagged: ,

"We don't sniff the subetheric resonator!"

We Never Change

By shirasade

May 12, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Brian • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

"Oh and I don't have a soul to save, Yes and I sin every single day. We never change, do we? We never learn, do we?…" (Coldplay – "We Never Change")

Weekend

By shirasade

July 24, 2004 • Fandom: Without a Trace, Danny/Martin • Tagged: ,

It had been a horrible week for Martin.

where the dark has no room to touch

By shirasade

September 29, 2018 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

It was almost midnight, and Alec felt Jace’s return shortly before the Institute’s sensors registered two Shadowhunters landing on the roof.

While in the Wild Wood I Did Lie

By shirasade

June 27, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , , ,

Everyone knew about the monster in the forest.

White Rabbit

By shirasade

February 19, 2005 • Fandom: Lost • Tagged: ,

Island life through the eyes of one Charlie Pace.

Who Would Have Thought

By shirasade

February 7, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, Brian/Howie • Tagged: , ,

Howie had certainly not expected this to happen. Sure, he loved his band mates and had spent numerous nights fantasizing about them – they were sex symbols after all and one would have to be blind not to see that. But he would never have dreamed of turning these harmless little visuals into reality – and certainly not with Brian!

Wing Man

By shirasade

June 5, 2013 • Fandom: Foyle's War, Andrew Foyle/Rex Talbot • Tagged: ,

"Among the Few": Andrew might not have been quite as clueless about Rex as his father thought… (Spoilers for the episode.)

WIP…

By shirasade

March 20, 2010 • Fandom: .News •

Working to import all my fic here, so things will be messy for a while… You can still find it all more prettily arranged in the memories of my fic journal on LJ, .

Wish Fulfillment

By shirasade

December 24, 2008 • Fandom: Queer As Folk UK, Nathan/Stuart/Vince • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 2 in the series 12 Years On

Nathan Maloney had never dreamed of sex with Vince.

Without repose forever was the dance

By shirasade

September 2, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , , ,

The asteroid would hit in 154 days. That meant humankind, and most of the other living things, had about five months left.

Without You No Life

By shirasade

October 20, 2017 • Fandom: Shadowhunters, Alec Lightwood/Jace Wayland • Tagged: , , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 42 in the series Shadowhunter AUs

A Jalec apocalypse!AU. Death warning!

Yellow

By shirasade

March 22, 2002 • Fandom: Popslash, AJ/Howie • Tagged: , ,

This entry is part [part not set] of 0 in the series Coldplay

"You're skin, you're skin and bones, turning into something beautiful, you know I love you so, you know I Iove you so…" (Coldplay – "Yellow")

Yoda

By shirasade

January 1, 2004 • Fandom: Lotrips, Billy/Dom • Tagged: , ,

Billy means it, and Dom is Yoda.

You and Me Against a Wall

By shirasade

April 10, 2008 • Fandom: Bandom, Pete/Patrick • Tagged: , ,

Then Pete reaches him, and Patrick springs into motion, all pent-up energy suddenly released as he pushes Pete backwards, away from the people and against the back wall of the dimly lit hallway.

越界 (Yue Jie – Crossing a Border)

By shirasade

May 20, 2019 • Fandom: Guardian 镇魂, Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan • Tagged: ,

Zhao Yunlan was so gone for Shen Wei, it wasn’t even funny, no matter how amusing Damn Cat found it. And that was BEFORE he figured out that the mild-mannered Professor and the powerful Black-Clad Envoy were one and the same.

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